Miz: Words and pictures
Musings in a mad world.
Friday, 17 April 2026
7 planets in Aries and half compromises in the passeo. Trying to stay true/ not get involved
Friday, 3 April 2026
Thursday, 2 April 2026
Easter alochol free beer in the garden
When you feel like giving up, do one thing: survive this day without making a permanent decision from a temporary hell. the advice every man who has crawled out of rock bottom learns in blood. Don't promise yourself the next five years. Don't try to solve your whole life by midnight. Don't carry the weight of your entire future on a mind that’s exhausted right now. Just win the next hour. Get up..... Shower.... Eat something...... Walk..... Lift..... Pray.... Breathe..... Call one real person...... Sleep before your mind turns into an enemy courtroom. Cuz the hidden truth of rock bottom is this: it lies to you. It tells you this pain is permanent. It tells you you’ve ruined everything. It tells you the man you were is dead. But every man who survived that darkness learned one law: your lowest moment is not your final identity, it’s just the place where the rebuild begins. Some of the most dangerous men alive were built in the exact hour they almost quit. Not because they felt hope. Because they chose discipline before emotion returned. So i mean to sayy: Don’t end your life in a chapter that was only meant to end your weakness. Hold the line tonight. The version of you that exists after this pain may one day thank you for not listening to the darkest voice in the room. @shubhvanii
Monday, 9 March 2026
Friday, 6 March 2026
All about pete/ I dont care any more.
A neurologist revealed: people don’t lose feelings — the brain shuts down the circuit that enables love. And it occurs from one particular event:
I've been a professional fiction writer since 2002. Here's what I've learned.
This list assumes your books are good enough. You'll know when you know. 1. Write when you can. Finish what you start. Self-publish what you finish. Repeat. 2. You don't need gatekeepers. 3. The only thing you should pay for is cover art (and maybe formatting if you haven't learned how to do that yourself.) People do judge a book by its cover. 4. The only advertising that ever worked for me is BookBub, and that doesn't work as well as it used to. Your best advertising is writing a good book. 5. Kindle Unlimited earns more than going wide on all platforms. Make sure your Amazon listing sings. 6. Your online presence will not help sell books. Social media doesn't boost sales. 7. Don't read your reviews, or worry about reviews at all. 8. Periodic sales and discounts and freebies increase units sold and income generated. 9. Be polite, gracious, humble, and thankful. 10. Don't stress over sales. Just keep improving your craft. 11. Never give up.Tuesday, 17 February 2026
Saturday, 14 February 2026
Fernando. Not doubt exactly, more like trepidation.
Universal Tarot Reading






How you feel
Your current emotional state and inner landscape.

Five of Pentacles
You feel shut out in the cold, as if life’s warmth and support stay not quite within grasp. Worry clings to you and turns small problems into proof that you are on your own, whether the pressure comes from money, work, health, or love. There is a sense of scarcity around you, and it feeds anxiety, insecurity, and a quiet fear that things are slipping beyond your control.
Like the figures limping through snow beneath the church window, you notice help exists but you cannot quite bring yourself to ask for it. Pride and humiliation wrestle inside you: you want relief, yet you do not want to be seen needing anything. This keeps you isolated and can make emotional ties feel unsatisfying or distant, even when people are near. If there is betrayal, secrets, or a lack of affection in your life, it lands on an already tender place and deepens the feeling of being unwanted.
This moment asks for humility and a rethinking of what truly matters. You are able to limit the damage by prioritizing: deciding what you protect, what you pause, and what you let fall away so you can recover. Support becomes available the instant you allow yourself to seek it, rest when you need it, and choose values over appearances. The hardship is real, but you are not required to carry it alone.
What you desire
Your hopes, wishes, and what you are reaching for.

Death
You want a clean ending and a fresh start. Something in your life feels finished, and you crave the certainty of closing that chapter completely rather than patching it up again. You prefer a decisive cut that clears confusion and makes space for new beginnings.
The imagery speaks to this: the scythe and dark robes show your willingness to sever what drains you, while the white rose on black signals purity and hope rising out of what looks like loss. The rising sun points to transition that leads somewhere brighter, and the child suggests a simple, honest readiness to begin again without carrying the past like a burden.
This desire for transformation can touch your career, your love life, friendships, or your whole lifestyle. You focus on what no longer fits, and you feel the need to reject the old patterns so the new can arrive. Nothing here indicates literal death; it reflects the natural cycle of change, and your insistence on moving forward with wisdom earned through experience.
What you fear
The anxieties and concerns that hold you back.

Two of Wands
You see success within reach and it unsettles you. The rewards you work for—security, recognition, a step up—feel real enough to touch, yet part of you worries about what happens after you get there. You sense that forward movement asks you to commit, and the pressure of that commitment stirs self-doubt about whether you can sustain what you build.
The image of one wand held and one set aside mirrors your anxiety around choosing. Two promising alternatives appear, but your energy splits when you keep both alive, and that drains your enthusiasm. You fear making the “wrong” decision even when both paths lead to similar results, because choosing one means closing a door and living with the consequences.
Partnership stands out as a key to your progress, and that brings its own unease. You want the benefit of a joint venture, yet you worry about fairness, trust, and whether the other party matches your focus and integrity. You hesitate at the idea that your success ties to someone else’s actions, and you stay vigilant against outcomes that feel unequal—either taking more than you deserve or receiving less than what is due.
What is working for you
The supportive forces and strengths in your life.

Strength
You move through this moment with a brave heart. Your self-confidence rises naturally, and your courage feels steady and unstoppable. Even when things look intense, you meet them head-on and keep going, trusting your own resilience.
Your power is raw and alive, like a lion’s hot vitality, but you guide it with patience and compassion. You control impulses that could turn pompous, vindictive, or reckless, and you redirect that force toward something constructive. Gentle self-discipline becomes your true advantage; you do not need to dominate to win, you only need to stay calm and consistent.
You turn conflict into cooperation by staying responsible with your emotions. Perseverance carries you through adversaries, stress, or any recovery process, and you prove that strength is not harshness but steadiness. When you act from caring consideration, the fiercest parts of you become allies, and your courage produces real rewards.
What is working against you
Obstacles and challenges blocking your path.

Five of Cups
The Five of Cups shows you standing with your eyes fixed on what spills away, and that focus works like a weight on your heart. You replay loss, disappointment, or a painful letdown and let it color everything in front of you. Even if the original event sits in the past, the feeling stays fresh, and it drains your motivation and trust.
This card suggests your mind returns to what went wrong: the relationship that fails, the support that doesn’t come through, the moment you wish you could undo. Regret makes you believe the setback defines the whole story, so you miss what still stands and what still supports you. When you expect to be hurt or disappointed again, you hold back, and that hesitation becomes its own obstacle.
The image also reminds you that not everything is lost; two cups remain upright, waiting for your attention. Your strength is in shifting focus from mourning to moving on, from what cannot be changed to what you can build now. Optimism isn’t denial here; it is the choice to rest your gaze on what remains, take one steady step forward, and allow a different path to form.
Final outcome
The likely result if you continue on your current path.

Queen of Pentacles
You arrive at a place of steady comfort built through practical choices and consistent effort. You trust what is proven, you value quality, and you make sensible decisions that improve your day-to-day life. Money and resources flow in a grounded way because you manage them with shrewd judgment, choosing what supports security and what genuinely adds beauty and usefulness to your surroundings.
Support shows up through someone who is reliable, experienced, and materially stable, offering clear guidance or tangible help with finances. You receive advice that feels pragmatic rather than flashy: budgeting that actually works, a smarter plan for savings, or a grounded approach to business and career that turns effort into results. This influence encourages you to work steadily, protect what you have, and grow what you are building without unnecessary risk.
The outcome favors growth you can see and touch: a stronger home base, improved health habits, a successful work plan, or a business routine that pays off over time. You feel more resourced, more capable, and more at peace because your priorities align with long-term stability and simple joys. Wealth here is not just display; it is well-made, well-managed, and woven into a life that feels safe, supportive, and nourishing.





























