Each day this lock-down gets more surreal. I mark the rules - large fluorescent shopping bag in hand. An alibi or rouse if anyone should ask. Today I walked to Aldi, for something different. Strips of silver ductape, and bubble perspex cashier zones, enforcing the 2 meter rule. Eyes averted in case of contact. I speak with everyone. I force intimacy with smiles and words. Like prisoners in an exercise yard. I reach out to find the other humans lurking. The ones without the masks; the ones who still remember normal, and a God that means no harm . Yes there is a peace, a more bearable space now the machine lies silent. But I wonder? How will it start again? and will it jar? that sudden striking voltage after the stillness and the quiet? MB
"People are not internalizing what is happening. A $6 trillion credit allocation to Wall Street isn't a corporate handout, it's a coup. These numbers are a thorough restructuring of America."Mark Stoller
GO THE DISTANCE -Endurance; strength; the long haul.
“To bring your dream to life, you must think long-term and pay no attention to the fluctuations in the current of your experience. Joy and disappointment commingle with opportunities, so there is no need to fear the occasional obstacle. Life is not a sprint. This card is a reminder that you have endurance, strength, and fortitude to carry you all the way. Remain true to yourself. Your authenticity alone will keep you in alignment with the energy of miracles. What is yours will never be withheld from you. Remember that.”
This is a time to tie up loose ends as you near the completion of a cycle or project and mastery of a lesson or skill. Before you can move forward, it’s important that you come to terms with where you are now. Practice radical acceptance. Take inventory so that emotional and psychological closure can occur and the answers you seek will be found. You can’t move forward if you are leaving things unfinished. Reflect on what has passed so that the symphony can finally end on a high note.
In the darkness of night, Nightingale Spirit sings her song of love and hope, a harbinger of dawn to remind you that the sun will rise again soon. You are so loved, and the illumination song of the Nightingale Spirit calls you to a new level of self-awareness and connection with the Light. Yes, there is shadow and darkness, but love and prosperity exist everywhere, even in the seeming emptiness of space, darkness, and a starless night. Hearken to the message, letting the music of the Nightingale’s song remind you that love is all around. Feel it and trust in tomorrow’s light renewing your ability to recognize that the spaces that appear empty are filled with love and abundance. Illumination will happen soon.
BETWEEN WORLDS
Between the worlds is where you must let go of the tendency to make assumptions. This is a time when you are unable to see what is ahead. Cultivate curiosity, and trust the process of change and growth. You are done learning the lessons of recent experiences. In this place, between what was and what will be, is a state of making and unmaking and making again. What is essential now is to admit not knowing. There is great freedom and power to be unleashed. A mystery that is not yours to understand weaves the web of life, within a Divine matrix of consciousness greater than your own thoughts, feelings, beliefs, desires, and decisions. The seeds that were planted in the past begin to take root, but what surfaces will probably not be what you expect. When you are between the worlds, you are invited to see with the curious eyes of a child glimpsing a rainbow for the first time. Do so and you will not be disappointed.
There is another oracle message here, too. It’s time to have a look at the real, honest truth about your thoughts, feelings, and beliefs about prosperity— about your relationship to money, to compensation, and to meaningful work. Ask yourself, What is true for me? and you will find the key to abundance.
OBSERVER
It is an advantageous time for you to get some distance from what you’re doing and see your work and your projects from a different perspective. The trick is to connect to the essence of your goals and aspirations while letting the form and timing be dictated by Spirit. You may be too personally attached to an outcome and unable to see the miracle because it’s not turning out exactly as you planned. Trust Spirit. The perfect version of your abundance is right in front of you. Remain neutral and curious, and watch the miracle unfold.
"Even though the stock market is crashing, investors selling their stocks for cash will soon lose more purchasing power in cash than they would have lost had they remained in stocks. If you don't convert your cash to gold, spend it on food and other supplies before its worthless!" Peter Schiff
Change, both internal and external, is at hand. Financial gain is all but certain for you. A sudden flash of insight will show you the true road of your heart. A major problem in your life will be solved by a sudden flash of insight. You have chosen the right path, time and again, even when it was not the easier one. The road to real love and happiness is never smooth; you will be a beacon to those willing to brave rougher paths in search of true rewards.
Facing the unknown is the only choice you really have right now if you want to progress. It’s okay to be afraid. Now is the time to take a risk that is not calculated—to feel the exhilaration as you ready yourself for a leap of faith. Spirit is present, so let go of fear. You are called to express your true self. Listen to your heart and soul, not your head. Come to the edge and discover that you can fly. You must step into the unfamiliar so that you may find your miracles.
Prosperity message: If ever there was a time for you to take a leap of faith into the unknown, it is now. This is the perfect moment to take a big risk. The unknown is the only choice now, and if you come to the edge, you will discover treasure beyond your wildest dreams. Allow your courage to lead you in spite of your fears. You don’t need to know the exact form of what you’re going for. The essence is much more powerful, and Spirit has a way of delivering an even better version of prosperity than you could imagine. Take that step. The results will be amazing.
Thinker~ Essential Meaning: “Strategy; being analytical and logical”
“The ability to reason and strategize is the focus now. Take things at face value and follow the logical path. Your calculations will prove to be correct, for in this moment there is no deeper meaning than what is obvious. Things are exactly as they seem. You have all the information you need. Keep it simple and you will win the game of life you are playing right now.”
Prosperity Message: “Calculated action is called for now. It is important to sit down and plan a strategy. Focus on the steps you are going to take to claim your prosperous life. Lists are your friend now, so get out your journal. Write down what you are going to do to signal to the universe that you are serious about attracting abundance. Your plans and strategies will yield wonderful results. Remember, your most effective strategic partner is Spirit. You will win this game, and your triumph will be for the highest good of all.”
Spirit sends you signs when you ask for them; when you believe you will receive them; and when you allow yourself to become fluent in the language of symbols, oracles, and omens. They may come to you as a bird flying by, a logo on a truck, and a song on the radio. Expect confirmation that you’re pointed in the right direction. Keep your ears open, for someone might say just the right thing that will give you the answer to your query. Today your message is this: Spirit hears you, and the reply is favorable.
Prosperity message: You are on target with your purpose and your passion. You are coming into alignment with your destiny, and Spirit wants you to know that you’re on the right track. Expect a call, a new opportunity, or a message from an old friend or business contact that will lead you closer to your dreams and greatest desires. Spirit has been listening to you!
BLESSED
There are moments in life when, out of the blue, it seems that everything has been orchestrated by Divine intervention. You feel blessed in ways that are difficult to express. It’s as if the Red Sea parts in front of you and events come together to banish your troubles easily and naturally. You know deep down you did not deserve any of it, and yet here you are. This is one of those times. Let awe and gratitude for all your blessings guide you now.
Prosperity message: Unexpected windfalls and good fortune come your way now. You’re in a phase where any difficulties or obstacles that have stymied your success seem to disappear on their own. Be ready to receive. The windows of opportunity will open wide. Accept the blessings given to you now, and don’t forget to share them.
Financial insecurities scaring you? You must learn to love yourself through missteps and sabotaging moments. Use criticism constructively right now. Better yet, stop telling this story altogether. Make up a new one. The universe loves you deeply and will wait for you to figure that out. Tell a new story and success is all but guaranteed. You can do it!
BUFFALO SPIRIT
Buffalo Spirit comes to you now to remind you of the amazing manifesting power of gratitude and the extraordinary potential available to you when you adopt a mind-set of abundance. The ancient people of the Americas saw the buffalo as a symbol of abundance because the herds roamed far and wide, and provided so many gifts—the meat, the hide, the bones. The tribes who hunted the buffalo used every bit of them, wasting nothing, appreciative of the abundance. So, too, do you have many gifts available to you. Buffalo Spirit appears to let you know that you are in a powerful time to manifest your desires—not by force or pushing but rather by following a natural path that rises up before you, trusting that there is always plenty to go around. Whether it be love, money, inspiration, or support, it’s all there for you to claim. When you are grateful, you immediately align yourself with the truth that the world is rich and teeming with resources. There is always more than enough, and you are always enough. At this time, you can expect all your intentions and needs to come into a form that is right for you. Your heartfelt gratitude is making you a magnet for miracles. Buffalo Spirit’s message is to remember that you co-create your reality in partnership with Spirit, so offer up your thanks and your prayers, even before you see conditions you desire—not just for yourself, but for others too—then you will quickly see the results in tangible ways. Gratitude has the magic to grow the good, so offer thanks and praise as you acknowledge all that you have and all that is possible.
SQUIRREL SPIRIT
You have accumulated wisdom and experience and are surrounded by all you need. An abundance of resources is available to you through the generosity of Spirit and all your hard work. Squirrel Spirit shows up when you need reminding that the acorns you have gathered and stowed away have enormous potential to grow, so relax into knowing there is always enough and you have what it takes to co-create the reality you want to experience. Through diligent preparation, you have gained wisdom and strength. How much potential you have! Believe in yourself, for Spirit believes in you and wants you to know you have enough and are enough. Doesn’t that truth make you feel safe and secure? It should, for you have everything you need right now.
Big news, Aquarius! I’ve been talking about this for a while in previous horoscopes, trying to put into perspective what this time of your life is all about and how 2020 represents a year where you’re straddling the divide between two major chapters and two lives. If you recall, Saturn, your ruling planet, has been in Capricorn since the start of 2018 and, over the last two years, you’ve been behind the scenes, pulling back from the world, and shedding old layers. It may have been spiritual or deeply contemplative time, too. Saturn, unlike other planets in astrology, moves very slowly and creates a rhythm in your life that creates these distinct two and a half year chapters. But Capricorn represents the last sign in your personal zodiac wheel and, thus, the end of the road. In March you’re wrapping up a 29 year cycle (!) — the time that Saturn takes to move around your chart — and preparing for a new one. Be very intentional about the first few weeks of March. Take inventory of the baggage in your life. What is it that you don’t want to bring with you into this new chapter? Is this spiritual baggage? Physical baggage? Old habits and emotions? Mars is also in Capricorn, so it’s safe to say that you’re extra motivated to sprint to the finish line of this major life chapter. When Saturn arrives in Aquarius on March 21, it’s a new time and the start of a new 29 year story. Saturn’s also going to be putting pressure on you the next few months to grow up and take on new responsibilities. (After all, Saturn is the planet of growing up and growing older.) Mind you, Saturn only spends the next three months in Aquarius, giving you a preview before retrograding back into Capricorn on July 1. The months between July and December 17, 2020, when Saturn finally arrives in Aquarius for good, give you a second chance to wrap up the story of the last two years, make adjustments, and jettison anything else that you don’t want to bring with you into this new time. (I know, this is a big deal!) That said, it’s Pisces Season, a time in your zodiac calendar when you’re focused on money and material stability. Maybe you’re making major purchases or focused on gathering what you need — resources, basic necessities, more income. A full moon on March 9 puts finance and assets in the spotlight and you may be considering a loan or working on taxes. It’s also a time for you to confront any fears around not having enough or fears that make you not feel rooted and grounded so that you can release them. Home and family are also highlighted this month as Venus makes its way through Taurus, the sign that forms the base of your zodiac wheel. Keep in mind that there’s another major story unfolding in your life right now and has been since March 2019 with Uranus, also in Taurus. Maybe you’ve made a major move in the last couple of years, maybe you’re thinking about a future move, one that puts you very far from where you’ve been — even if it’s just a metaphorical move. As Venus meets up with Uranus on March 8, how are you seeing changes in home and family or a desire to let go of the past? When the Sun arrives in Aries on March 19, you’re on the move. It’s a season to focus on travel as well as education, especially after the new moon on March 24. Aries is also your sign of communication and the mind and you may have something major to say or a serious decision to make as March ends, which may include something about career or direction. That said, the headlining event for this month is Saturn’s arrival in Aquarius on March 21, which I’ve mentioned previously. It’s a new time as well as a new era. Take stock of any shifts or noticeable changes in personal narrative. Want a deeper look at how March will affect you? Book your one-on-one consultation now.
Key Themes: Endings, new beginnings, major crossroads, milestones, responsibility, money, income, spending, material needs, resources, what you own, value, worth, self worth, assets, finance, loans, wealth, debt, taxes, facing fears, the deep self, the psyche, deep emotions, trust, intimacy, communication, ideas, information, voice, learning, classes, travel, trips, home, family, living situation, roots, foundation, breaking from the past.
Qi Stagnates when the flow of the creative being is stopped. When the Qi is Stagnant, any aspect of harmonious flow can be affected. We may feel frustrated, indecisive or depressed in response to the constraint of our freedom to be ourselves. Physically we may experience uncomfortable digestion, irregular or painful menstruation, headaches, tenderness beneath the ribs, or all kinds of pain.
…It is helpful to consider Stagnation as having two levels of manifestation. The first is Constraint. This is the realm of the psyche, the subtle and shifting ways in which we stifle the more raw expression of who we are. Sorting out these patterns of Constraint means exploring the “shoulds” and “dont’s” which regulate our lives and deciding which of them provide useful and necessary containers and which of them we wish to reject because they stifle our true expression of vibrant aliveness.
Constraint arises from the relationship we have with the growing edges of our being as we shape ourselves against the rules imposed by family, authority, and culture. Wherever healthy assertion of aliveness is chronically suppressed and then internalized, patterns of constraint will develop as we struggle to assert who we are against the ‘controller’ we have taken on inside.
Foods That Move Qi Stagnation
Symptoms: tendency to depression, frequent sighing, flares of temper, sensation of something being stuck in the throat, pain in the ribs or abdomen, uterine cramping, tension in the body that seems stuck, IBS
One easy approach to mitigating a tendency to stagnation, especially if it’s coming from eating too fast, or eating while stressed, is to take a dropperful of bitters before or after you eat (I use bitters before and after meals, especially at a food-centric event, like Thanksgiving). I prefer to mix bitters with a small glass of seltzer water. Some find that eating a segment of section of grapefruit before a meal serves the same purpose.
Use the onion family more! Includes onion, garlic, leeks, and chives.
Embrace the Brassica! Cabbage, broccoli, Brussels sprouts, mustard greens, turnip, kale – all can help move qi!
Pungent/aromatic foods are your friends. Use radish, basil, cilantro, arugula, coriander seed, fennel, turmeric, cayenne, cardamom, and mint.
Incorporate sour flavored foods, in moderate to small amounts, like lemon, grapefruit, vinegar, plums, and green apples.
Try adding a little citrus peel to grain dishes or teas. Use organic citrus fruit for this. I especially love to add lemon rind to basmati rice before cooking. It’s wicked good.
Chen pi (citrus peel) does not directly go to the liver, but it can help move qi, especially when your digestion is feeling ‘stuck.’
Try starting your morning with a small glass of warm water mixed with organic, raw, apple cider vinegar and local honey.
Here’s simple tea for any time you’re feeling stagnant, especially digestively: Take equal parts cinnamon, ginger, and tangerine peel; simmer until a 1/3 of the water has evaporated. Add a small amount of honey. Drink up.
If qi stays stagnant for long enough it will give off heat. An example of this? A traffic jam when tempers flare, or a compost pile in late spring – put your hand over the compost and feel how it gives off heat. Symptoms of liver heat, or the more extreme version of this, liver fire, include severe irritability and rage, pain and distension in the head (including migraines and headaches), insomnia, constipation, tight neck and shoulders, anxiety, ringing in the ears.
Use bitter foods to your benefit, since they are cooling. Celery, romaine lettuce, dandelion greens, asparagus, and rye are all good choices.
Other cooling foods include cucumber, summer squash, tomatoes, carrot, spinach, artichoke, burdock root (gobo), lemon, lime, grapefruit, green tea, mint, and chrysanthemum.
Limit spicy foods, alcohol, coffee, lamb, beef, and trout.
Foods That Treat Blood Stasis
Eggplant is specific to moving blood stasis that affects the uterus. Cramping, colicky pain in that area? Try eggplant. (To be used with moderation during pregnancy, but a great addition when trying to induce labor!)
Like stated above, since qi and blood are so closely interdependent, know that qi-moving foods are, to some extent, blood-moving.
If blood stasis is an issue for you, focus on incorporating onion, garlic, scallion, ginger, vinegar, turmeric, saffron,eggplant, shiitake, hawthorn berry (Shan Zha), cayenne pepper, and chili pepper.
Limit cold foods (like iced water and riding the ice cream train too often), as well as refined foods.
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