The clarity and confusion of a crystal ball.

 

Fighting the I-currents whilst hanging crystal balls. Skynet and the Meta-turd.

 

We dont measure, judge or quantify

 1. Start with the world, and then find out who is most affected by that world.

The girl is traded Bilal is a nothing compared to men like jayant The cop has to turn a blind eye to every day injustice .The beggers pick the dirt The cops uphold the rich, but the world is turning.

2. What is the tone

3. What are you trying to say ( not necessarily the plot) and every line and every scene should move that forward

4. Find visual ways to say dialogue, the power of the image

Write for Yourself

“I always write the movie that I want to go see, and just assume someone else will want to go see it, too. It’s got to be saying what you want to say the way you want to say it.

“I think to be a really good screenwriter, you have to be selfish, you have to write just for you. You’ll be your toughest critic, but trying to guess what someone else is going to like or want, that’s such a moving target. You’ll find yourself trying to write something that’s false.

“Constantly remind yourself to write what you’d want to see and that you can’t waste a word.”

Keep Your Audience Thinking Ahead

 ‘Write the movie you’d pay to go see.’ Another is ‘Never let a character tell me something that the camera can show me.’ Then there’s ‘You always want the audience wondering what’s going to happen next, never what’s happening.’

Know Where You’re Going

“You gotta know how it ends. You don’t have to know exactly the mechanics of the journey but you have to understand the journey of the hero –like how is he or she different? What does it cost them, what do they gain? And then what are you trying to say? The movies that move me the most don’t tell me what to think but ask a lot of questions. I’ve sat down a lot of times with a great idea and somewhere around the middle of the second act, the well runs dry and you realize you didn’t know where you were going. And I’ve got 10 of those sitting on my desk. Every now and then you have an idea that answers the whole thing. But yeah, for me, I gotta know where I’m going.

Listen to Your Story

“When you start writing a screenplay, you have very general awarenesses and ideas and themes that you want to try and explore. And then I think you have to be pretty malleable because the story is going to start telling itself and telling you that there are other things in there that you should look at. And other arcs and other things. You have to kind of ride with it. For me, if I’m really struggling with a scene and writing three scenes to justify this one thing, I know that I’m not listening to the story. There is a story that wants to be told and if you listen, it tells itself very easily.”

Find the More Interesting Route

“I’ll give you some advice from the actor in me: actors are allergic to scenes where they have to say ‘yes,’ ‘no,’ ‘hello,’ or ‘goodbye.’ I’m allergic to those scenes. I was as an actor. I am as a writer. There’s always a more interesting way to do the things we do all the time without thinking about them. If you’re bothering to write a script, think about them.”

Steven Spielberg once said that dreams are never screaming at you in the face. It's always the whispers that are telling the true tale of what you should or shouldn't be doing. Listen.

When you stop and just decide to write the script as if none of those things matter — as if the script is never going to be produced — it frees you from so many of those chains. Chains that have no applicable purpose anyway because every situation, every script, every development process, every journey, and every production is different.

Don't be afraid to write the story you want to write. Don't be afraid to write it how you want it to be written. Forget all of the things that are out of your control — and don't even exist yet — and just tell your story.

Ontrackism part II

 

Back on trackism.

 

Jade rollers and inflatable balls. Monday morning brutalism.

 If your maxcination protects you from me, I don't need a vaccination. If your maxcination DOES NOT protect you from me, YOU don't need a vaccination.

Architect Owen Luder

Yellowstone season 3

 

Balls of integrity.

 

B+D are coming on the 10th

 I live in a small pueblo in Spain. Rural Andalucía, lots of men who secretly visit brothels on the edge of town, whilst openly loving their Madonna's and virgins. Some of the older women in the barrio speak of their younger days, when women couldn't smoke or visit a bar on their own and everyone was quietly escorted until marriage; whilst unaccompanied men continue to stop and stare way after their wedding day. There is still that under-edge here- late night visits to the local bar at the end of my street is something i've learned to do without, as sometime after 11 o'clock the wolves appear and will not be ushered out. One day I'll tell you about the old man in his 80's, with loose, chattering false teeth who bought me a drink I didn't want, whilst telling me how much he liked women with my colour skin.

Anyway a few weeks ago whilst walking back from doing my "compras" on a bright warm and gently lit dusk that had lengthened into shadows; I saw a group of 12/13/14 year old girls who were walking just in front of me. Kid- women playing with phones and noise and laughs, all on the happy go-lucky threshold of becoming. Fair maidens of the high-tops and baggy pants. Such beauty- it almost made me lose my breath. I was just admiring how fabulous they were, when suddenly a group of boys on bikes and of a similar age ( except physically smaller as often teenage boys will be), came cycling down the street the other way, and seeing this incredible emanation of young female energy took it upon themselves to yell en masse at the top of their lungs " putttaas!!!" screamed in the direction of these sweet little goddesses on the verge of first womanhood. The noise they ( the boys ) made was as loud and as crass as it was fearful and reactive. I could see that, but I fear the girls could not, and anyway my Spanish is not good enough that I could have ever explained it. What i did notice though, was that already those girls, at that age, were already so inured and used to the feel of that particular insult upon their collective skin, that though barely just out of childhood- they had already bodily taken it in. They gave nothing back, said nothing- just kept on walking. A few days later whilst walking in a different town I saw this sign written on a wall. So perhaps down here things are changing. MB

Yesterday's view. The moon has now passed.

“ There is no way to grow into any new stage of life without giving up the outer vestiges of who we once were.. but these  used -up pieces of our old selves are seldom surrendered without a struggle. and this is precisely the internal conflict  that is told and retold in all of our stories ” Dara marks

A walk up into the hills behind / new perspectives and undiscovered territories

 

This Aries no day nothing. ( finding poetry again)

 No sit, or feel. Bound tight, the failings. They fall with heavy looks backwards; eager, full words of the unsaid and un-meant - but still the arrows arc. They, the only static in this fierce + bloodied ground. And so the sorrys fall, like a knight who lost the war. #crusades MB

Early morning pull inward. Beyond mind. New firm but unsettled. Aries full moon tomorrow. I don't know what I "want" today as in there's something that I want, that I can now have)

 

Mars in Libra: Sign by Sign

September 14, 2021

Libra or Libra Rising — The self, personality, vitality, new beginnings. Time to take action, Libra. After working behind the scenes, you’re feeling a sense of renewal and vitality. Sine you’re so used to being the diplomat, Mars may inspire you to stop playing nice and go after what you want. Ready to take charge? If you’re in a relationship that is not working, you may feel an impulse to leave.

Aquarius or Aquarius Rising — Travel, higher education, teaching, philosophy. Getting the itch to travel? You may be planning or setting off on a long distance trip. Learning is also a major focus, particularly higher education and specialized training for your career. If you write, this may be a natural time to publish your ideas.

Pluto in Capricorn: Sign by Sign

Libra and Libra Rising — Family, home, roots. You’re tearing down and transforming your emotional core as well as your connection with your family and how you care and nurture yourself. You may be dealing with deeper shadow themes around childhood, emotional instinct, memory, and ancestry. You’re having to face the shadow at the root of your life and create a new sense of home and grounding.

Aquarius and Aquarius Rising — Spirituality, the unconscious, letting go. You’re tearing down and transforming your unconscious, your hidden fears, your relationship with the spiritual realms. You’re having to face the parts of you that are otherwise completely hidden that you can only access through your dreams and inner spiritual work. You’re transforming your unconscious self through soul retrieval or other spiritual modalities.

Grinding to a no money, nothing happening, cant figure my story out, something has to happen soon- fucked up by iphone number 14 , red October halt.

 

Mother's tripping again.

 "Be confident enough to want the best and healthiest relationship for yourself." Powerwarmastery_warrior

Olibanum or incense is the resin from the Boswellia carterii (Arabia) or Boswellia sacra (Somalia). Olibanum is a member of the Bursera family (also known as the Torchwood family or simply the incense tree family).

Theme:
The central theme is saying farewell.
Death is the most extreme form of saying farewell.
The child taking the blame without being guilty of the death or impending death. Death/farewell has been felt and suppressed. It is too painful. Grief and anger related to it cannot be allowed to emerge.
It is the energy of Christ Consciousness. The son/child taking the blame, being good.
In order to not feel guilty they will go on helping and giving. For the sake of peace and harmony. From childhood on they feel responsible for the atmosphere in house and they are very receptive to it. Anything in order not to feel guilty.
Mediators, even as a child. They try to be good in a contorted way of helping, performing well, and pleasing everybody.

Symptoms:
Sympathetic,
clairvoyance
too generous
helpful
Difficulty coping with conflict situations.
Cannot stand injustice.
Yielding.
Tough.
Ambitious, performing well as a compensation.
Cheerful.
Emptiness; sensation of.
Dreams about deceased people.
Sees ghosts; sometimes fear of ghosts, fear of shadows.
Fears: water, heights, fire.
Often shy as a child, obstinate in puberty.
Fond of children, often working in the educational field.
Burn out.
Complaints of the thyroid.
Cramps: muscles aching, stiffness, cramping, complaints of the ligaments, migraine, fibromyalgia, irritable bowel syndrome, neck/shoulders.
Desire for space: likes to be outside.
Amelioration motion/exercise: often athletes.
Inflammation mucous membranes: sinusitis frontalis / m; cystitis, pyelitis.
Respiratory organs: recurrent coryza, bronchitis, pneumonia, otitis.
Skin problems: Herpes, eczema hands (blisters, cracks), around the eyes / eyelids, intertrigo.
Allergies: e.g. trees, antibiotics, hay fever, urticaria
Hair loss (sometimes at an early age).
Cysts.
Warm.
Food: desire salty, cheese, bread, fruit.


Differential diagnosis:
Rutaceae: continually on the go, don’t complain, cheerful, better moving. Accommodation problems.
Manganum: helping.
Iron series: need for control, sensitive to being watched, tough, failure, guilt.
Ignatia: grief after loss of a loved one, sighing, hair loss.
Carcinosin, sympathetic, yielding, love nature.
Calcarea phosphoricum: calcareous soil, sensitive to being watched.
Phosphoric acid: bruises, homesickness, migraine.
Thuja: tree.


Myrrhe; from the same family as Olibanum (Bursera). It has more heavy energy (could be stage 13) and many similarities with Olibanum.
(Both were offered to the newborn Jesus).

Tree theme’s:
Over-responsible, demanding too much of themselves, compensating low self-esteem, fear of failure, perfectionism.
Olibanum could be stage 8; keep going, don’t give up, there’s so much work to be done.
Bursera (with the Anacardiaceae and Rutaceae in the Sapindales order).
Boswellia (incense).
Bursera (source of varnish).
Commiphora (Mirre).


Cases - Casuïstiek:

 Go where you feel most alive Lisa HJ

Go where you feel most loved MB

Wrestling iphones and slaying dragons

 "Be picky af about who touches your body and soul for good aura hygiene." Pammy

". Be picky af. Giving the "wrong" people access to your body can mess up your energy body and fuck up your chakras. When someone's energy is bad, dark, negative, weird, or wrong, protect yourself and keep a distance." Inner practioner

The best Sunday walk, (even with an I-phone twist)+ avoiding the morgue at Navarro

 "When you meet a real friend you realize you were never asking for too much,"

Canada crosses the Rubicon/ iPhone super.

 

The crashing haribo-esque burn

 Healing makes you realize that not everyone deserves a seat at your table...you still want them to eat - just not with you. Pammy

RIP little one

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-10063997/Mountain-gorilla-viral-selfie-star-dies-cradled-arms-man-rescued-her.html 

Små Grodorna: 184 south Hancock park

 

Mother Altar found.

 

She has fallen, it slides within, dejected rounds in rotting pieces. The frenzies that wont fit, cut to circumstance, in tears that have bled - holes that have formed. She must walk through blood, and stones and weary, carrying the mass of his weight on her neck. He is on her back, dick wrapped around, burrowing in, pushing in to the roots, to all that is found. MB