Still pissed at Donners.

The  boundaries goul.

He liked to watch behind the light, beyond the curtain

He like to touch, disturb, small spaces, closed eyes, soft bodies, that were nto his. 

He liked to feel behind the line in all things done in darkness,. hard, and rotten things, beyond the breakings that should nto be seen. 

He liked the hard horror, of the war, that fled in pieces. The whole body desecrations. Obliterations. Abominations. The obscene.

So much so that he liked to touch, in secret, and in public, private places, like a ghoul who slid, in to others'  folds that were not his/unseen. MB

The bored brains,and escaping the divine holy let-down slags

 what is my next step

The excerpt represents the core issue or deciding factor on which you must meditate, and is drawn from The Gentle Grafter by O. Henry: dollars for the animal.' "'Jeff,' says this pork esthete, 'it ain't money; it's sentiment with me.' "'Seven hundred,' says I. "'Make it eight hundred,' says Rufe, 'and I'll crush the sentiment out of my heart.' "I went under my clothes for my money-belt, and counted him out forty twenty-dollar gold certificates. "'I'll just take him into my own room,' says I, 'and lock him up till after breakfast.' "I took the pig by the hind leg. He turned on a squeal like the steam

Bored Bored bored. Sun. Sun.Sun.

 

The moon has gone, the retrograde has eased.