Monday, 29 March 2021
Wednesday, 24 March 2021
Down to the wire. Didn't win. No where to turn. But pendulum chakras work.
Current situation : 6 of Wands
The 6 of Wands is a very positive omen. It can indicate that despite the challenges you are facing, you will overcome them and come out on top. This card also points toward literal or metaphorical movement; things are changing, in a positive way.
You are about to see some results for your hard work and efforts. Give yourself a break or treat yourself in some way. You have certainly earned it.
If you're looking for a position, this card is a very positive portent. You will find something that is better than you dared hope. If you're currently in a position that you want to stay in - things are about to get even better at work for you than you would have hoped. Your efforts are valued. Just keep doing what you are doing.
Immediate Future : 7 of Pentacles
This is very often a card about returns on investments. This can be literal such as a bank account returning money to you, or figuratively, such as the investments of time, effort, and energy that you have put into a relationship. You will be reaping what you have sown. This is generally positive.
You should be feeling more secure than you have in a while. Things will be moving along well, and you'll be feeling hopeful about the future - with good cause. You may have to decide whether to put your energy into the things, people, and situations that you already are involved with, or whether to spend your energy trying to bring more into your life. Choose wisely.
Your work is likely to be going smoothly and you will be reaping the rewards of past efforts - what is happening now or in the immediate future will be a direct result of what you have done in the past. Your finances are likely to be flowing well - you may not be "rolling" in money but you will certainly have enough to get by, and then some.
Difficulties you will face : Queen of Cups
This card indicates compassion, love, and concern for ourselves and others. The Queen of Cups could represent a woman in your life.
Female energy is solidly "in your corner," women in your life are very much supportive of you and/or a woman will come to your aid. The Queen of Cups ia also a reminder to treat yourself with love and compassion. No matter who and where you are, there are things in you that are worthy of love and respect.
In the context of work this card usually indicates a woman will be very helpful to you. Try to bring love and compassion to your work. This should be possible even if you work with objects rather than people. Things are probably better in your working world than you are realizing. Think positively.
Your strengths : 4 of Swords
This card signifies a break (or need for a break) from normal life. This can also mean that you or someone in your life may withdraw for a time. This withdrawal is not likely to be permanent. It also occasionally means illness or time in the hospital or (even more rarely) in jail. It's a clear signifier to give people their space.
The 4 of Swords usually means that you are needing some time and space to yourself. Others may be pushing too hard for bits of your time and attention. Don't hesitate to draw boundaries for yourself or to say no. Conversely, when others say no to you, take them at their word. Pushing in this circumstance is asking for trouble.
Take some time off from work if you can (even a long weekend.) you need a break and some perspective. Things are not likely to be going as you would like them to - don't take this personally or try to push harder. Sometimes we just need to be patient with the process. If you can't stand the need for patience, perhaps the time has come to start looking for another position.
The result : The Hanged Man
You are at a crossroads - one with only two options: in or out, up or down, yes or no, etc. You may find yourself very much wanting to do something but having no idea what it is or how to do it. If that happens, that's a clear sign that you should stop, relax, and look at ways that you might need to let go of attempts to control life/situations/people/things.
It's possible that there is an outdated attitude or wish that you need to let go of. Any sacrifice that you make will open up your life to something even more positive than what you let go of. All in all this should be a thoughtful, reflective time, particularly if you are willing to look at if or how you might best serve your own interests by being willing to change.
Nothing much may seem to be happening, and you may well be sick of it. This is a great time to figure out if there is anything that you personally can do about it and if there is not an action that you can take, then try not to take the slowness of the wheels of change personally. Things will change eventually. It just may not happen on your timetable. Relax, or else look for different work.
Sunday, 21 March 2021
Scorpio tonight. Arguing the data.
Heavy indulgences. The un-firm below. A hollowing of cause, as form dies. Where will we bring ourselves? what will rise? MB
Saturday, 13 March 2021
Down to the wire levels of crazy.
"Friendships based on shared values are more durable and long-lasting than friendships based on mutual interests." wiseconnector
The last 200 part II
Expect an important offer or invitation to come to you without warning.
The efforts of your past have paved the road to a new beginning, one filled with success and possibly happiness.
The coming months are favourably disposed towards a successful change of career.
A new way of life will begin for you.
Trials and tribulation, hardships and pain, challenges and defeat. These words all describe moments on the road ahead of you, but one word describes its end: Triumph.
Sunday, 21 February 2021
Playing with the fuse box. My house is not stable.
Saturn conjunction Under the Sky: Building for the future
End of February 2021 to beginning of December 2021: During this important period of your life, you should pay close attention to what you do because a new phase of activity begins that will have important consequences for years to come. The difficult aspect of this period is that the process is very subtle and the importance of your actions may not be so obvious.
You have just gone through a period of preparation when you may have felt that you were walking without progress and achieving nothing. Some people experience the time just before this influence as an extremely difficult one, with one failure following another. Others will find it less harsh but at the same time less significant.
This is the end of a relatively low period in your life and from now on you will gradually climb to the most significant time of your life.
You must attend to your personal and domestic life, as this is now an area of great responsibility. Do not neglect it in a misguided attempt to advance your professional life. Make whatever changes are necessary to make this aspect of your life safe. Some personal relationships may have been broken just before this time. Now you have the opportunity to make new ones that better fit your lifestyle.
You are going up again. The future depends on the foundation you build now.
Mid April 2021 to late December 2021: Traditionally this is one of the most wonderful influences and it really is. You will feel good during this period. His health is good and he is optimistic. For some time it may seem that everything works perfectly and if you make a little effort it will be true. However, if you simply relax and enjoy this period, your beneficial influences will pass away, leaving nothing permanent.
This is the beginning of a new twelve-year cycle of growth. It is time to start projects and expand your activities so that you experience life from a broader perspective. Possibly now you can escape circumstances that inhibited you, limited you and prevented the full realization of your potential as a human being. Sometimes people under this configuration travel, but generally it is more of an expansion of the mind.
This is a good time to study a topic that increases your consciousness or expands your worldview. This is an excellent time to go back to school. You will also meet new people who will expose you to new aspects of life you were unaware of. Your freedom will surely increase.
Even with this influence there are latent dangers. First of all, your exuberant optimism can lead you to exaggerate and go too far, then when this influence has passed you will be highly criticized. Exercise some control and build on what you have rather than increasing your belongings beyond your ability to manage them. Avoid extravagance and if you invest money remember that today's luck will not be permanent.
End of April 2021 to end of December 2021: This influence signals your willingness to grow in awareness and experience through contact with others and to be magnanimous and willing to help other people. The fact that his relationships with others are good favors him in this regard and he contacts people at the best level. This makes him more optimistic and he knows that everything he gives will be returned in spades. A person may now come into your life and really help you, especially by teaching you about the universe and your role in it. This learning will occur at the level for which you are prepared. Perhaps you will learn to be more tolerant and open to new ideas or you will discover deep spiritual and religious truths. Surely you are ready to achieve a greater spiritual understanding of the world. You need to experiment beyond the superficial banality of life in which many people get bogged down. Even if you are inclined to idealize the world in general and certain people in particular, you will find that this is not a delusion but a period of true expansion of knowledge.
Her learning at this time is not limited to spiritual truths, as she is intellectually willing to learn. This is an excellent influence for studying or taking a course in a subject that gives you a broader view of the issues that interest you.
Sometimes this influence can signal the beginning of a relationship that will bring you great emotional happiness. It could be a new love, although it should also be indicated by another more or less simultaneous influence. Any love that comes along now will be very beneficial to your personal growth, long-lasting or not.
Mid-May 2021 through early January 2022: This influence creates a flow of energy that enables you to act more effectively and take initiatives that require foresight, detailed planning, and considerable self-confidence. Almost any action you take now will work as you expect. It is a good time to start any business.
Their conduct is governed by a strong sense of integrity. This influence may awaken your ambition and you may feel that it is very important to achieve your goals correctly according to ethical standards. Others will recognize your integrity and trust you more.
Under this influence you have a strong desire to do something that truly represents you in the broadest sense of the word. For example, succeed in a project that you have started yourself.
This influence signals actions that aim to increase your sphere of action, giving you more freedom of movement and creating opportunities for new experiences.
This is a good time to reach out to a person with whom you normally don't get along or someone with whom you have had a temporary dispute and make an effort to resolve the problem. You will find it easy to convince the other of the integrity of your motivation because it is authentic and you will be respected for it. If you get involved in a legal dispute, you can resolve it in your favor.
Thursday, 28 January 2021
What to do for Money?
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Tuesday, 5 January 2021
Monday, 21 December 2020
Zooming plato the republic.. as the stars align. #great conjunction
Jupiter, newly in Aquarius, meets up with Saturn. It's a historic conjunction, the start of a 20 year cycle, one that will thread its way through society and humanity over the coming years. For us, it's time for a new vision, a new way of thinking, and a new future.
Saturday, 19 December 2020
Yesterday's groceries.( in Diez)
You don't have to feel like a waste of space
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Maybe a reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will glow
And when it's time, you'll know
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, "Oh, oh, oh"
As you shoot across the sky
Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, "Oh, oh, oh"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe
Thursday, 17 December 2020
John's annoying me.
Saturn arrives in Aquarius, the sign of humanity, community, science, and technology. Over the next two years, until March 2023, we’re building new networks. We’re innovating with science and technology. We’re understanding the importance of equity.
For a deeper look at Saturn in Aquarius, read Saturn in Aquarius: Building Humanity
Aquarius or Aquarius Rising — The self, growing up, growing older, new beginnings. After two years of retreat behind the scenes to reflect, rest, and let go of the past, Saturn’s arrival in your sign marks a new chapter. (In fact, it’s a new 29 year chapter. Let that sink in.) As a result, the next couple of years, until 2023, may be marked by personal milestones. In short, Saturn is asking you to grow up, to step into a position of authority in your life, to be the person people look to for answers. Note that Saturn may speak to health concerns or weakened vitality. It’s important to take care of your body at this time through fitness and diet. It’s not uncommon for there to be weight loss when Saturn is in your sign.
Libra or Libra Rising — Identity, persona, creativity, talent, children. Do you take yourself seriously? Do you make time for your talents and creativity? Over the next few years, until 2023, you’re prioritizing yourself. You’re also getting clearer about who you are and what makes you unique. You may also be starting a creative project or even starting a family. Regardless, it’s a time for you to have a stronger sense of who you are and, if you’ve historically, hid yourself, it’s time to step into the spotlight.
Wednesday, 16 December 2020
Cleaning the fire grate/resurrecting the chakras.You shall go to the ball.
Saturn is at the end of Capricorn. We close out a chapter that began at the start of 2018. It's been an uphill struggle, only because Saturn set a high bar. We also had to clear things out in order to build something new. Today we reflect on our work of mastery.
Monday, 14 December 2020
Healing and reeling. Eclipse/solstice season
Neptune in Pisces
Aquarius and Aquarius Rising — Income, value, stability, material life. Your connection to what you own, how you make money is transforming. You need to bring more spirituality into your material life. You need to let go of and heal what you’ve been holding onto. What you think you need or what you think you value is an illusion. The seduction of the material world. Earning or using money for charitable or altruistic purposes.
December
The other big news this month is Saturn and Jupiter’s arrival in Aquarius on December 17 and 19 respectively, followed by a historic alignment on December 21. (In astrology this is called a Great Conjunction and only happens every 20 years.) It’s a time of new beginnings on a world level as well as a collective shift in focus.
A lot’s being made by other astrologers about this conjunction. True, apart from a conjunction in Libra in 1980, this conjunction in Aquarius marks a shift towards element Air — communication, connection, ideas, innovation, technology — and all the subsequent conjunctions will be in Air signs for the next two hundred years. It’s possible that we’re on the brink of a greater societal shift, one that will likely coincide with major technological breakthroughs. (We all live on Zoom right now, right?)
But we have to consider that every sign has two sides and while Aquarius will help us find our humanity and, hopefully, build new structures that are based on equity and fairness, Aquarius will also show us our inhumanity and our inequity … two halves of a whole. Then again it’s Sagittarius Season. One has to remain optimistic.
As previously mentioned, Saturn and Jupiter switch signs this month, and Saturn’s final two weeks in Capricorn is very much a consolidation of the lessons we’ve learned — lessons around accountability, hard work, structures, power, and boundaries. Did we step up to Saturn’s high bar over the past three years? Have we built something that is solid and sustainable?
When Saturn arrives in Aquarius, it’s not only a return to events from March through the end of June 2020, but a return to events from 1991 to 1994, the last time Saturn was in Aquarius. And for all of us, there’s a certain part of our life that will now need more serious attention.
Saturn demands equity and balance. So if there’s a certain part of our lives that are out of balance and Saturn just so happens to be turning its attention to it, the next few years will be a major push to get things in order. For others, it may be a time of milestones and achievements and new ambitions. If Saturn in Capricorn was about building something physical, then Saturn in Aquarius will be about building new systems, networks, and technologies.
Thursday, 10 December 2020
Double layer on the bed. Connecting with process through who am I today? and breath. Life waiting on the wings.
"December 10 — You can't have an eclipse without the lunar nodes. And right now the lunar nodes are in the signs of Gemini and Sagittarius. Add a new or a full moon to the lunar nodes and, voila, you have an eclipse.
Sunday, 6 December 2020
The toll of life.
Lapsing through the layers, the up-filters and throw backs of mind. Remembering the un-memory, the loops and crashes of recent life. A brain full of forgets. Uplift and spoken loud mantras ushering the new urge to forgive. But deep dark circles confirm the trouble in my life. Me interred inside a bunker without a view to the outside. I I long for a desk and a half hidden urge to write. The solstice coming, gently slipping in its entry with little waves of optomistic vibes MB.
Thursday, 26 November 2020
Where's my becoming in this electrical shrine?
Be on the lookout for a new partnership. It will help you on your path towards wealth or fame.
Financial gain is all but certain for you.
News is coming which will provide you, directly or via good advice, with financial gain.
You will see clearly the path at your feet, and just as clearly the path from there to the farthest horizons of your life. You will know your life's purpose, and you will see it through.
Friday, 20 November 2020
30 years ago I started this career/ what's through the door.
Aquarius
January 20–February 18

It’s Scorpio Season, your time to focus on career, professional ambitions, and the direction. But with Mars Retrograde the past couple of months, you’ve had to go back and rework something. After all, Mars is your career planet and retrogrades are a time when we can’t push forward. Instead we have to take a second look at how we’ve been doing something and take a fresh approach. If things have been unsettled or even rocky in your professional life, you should have more drive and motivation to move forward after November 13. You’re also having to either make some big decisions or negotiate different power dynamics, especially anything going on behind the scenes. There’s also a new moon in Scorpio on November 15, opening a new lunar month with renewed focus on your professional life. The next four weeks, into December, may bring a new job, a change in title, or a new page in an ongoing story. That said, the other big thing to keep in mind this month is that Saturn, your ruling planet, is coming to the end of its time in Capricorn, a sign that it’s spent the better part of three years in. This means that you’re coming to the end of a time designed for you to shed the past and end out a thirty year chapter. (Yes, thirty years.) As an Aquarius, your ruling planet is Saturn and this means that your life runs on Saturn time, which is to say on these thirty year arcs with two and a half to three year sub chapters as Saturn moves through each sign of the zodiac. Since Capricorn is the sign that precedes yours, think of 2018-2020 as a time to assess and review after a long personal story. Like going through old boxes and stuff stashed away in closets, you’re cleaning out your old life. And what I’ve been telling you, Aquarius, is to be very mindful of what you bring into the next chapter that starts on December 17 because once it’s with you, it’s with you for the next thirty years. (Did that strike a chord?) But the big news this month is that we’re in the gate for the latest round of eclipses. Yes, it’s eclipse season and the Sun’s arrival in Sagittarius makes it more apparent that the wheel of life is preparing to turn. Life is starting to get a little loud and dramatic. It’s as if the curtain is coming down on one scene and coming up on another. Old characters leave the stage while others enter. The Gemini Full Moon lunar eclipse on November 30 puts the spotlight on self expression, creativity, personality, identity, and talent. In short, it’s a full moon that’s demanding that you be yourself. (It’s also a full moon that could coincide with pregnancy; just a heads up in case that’s relevant and wanted. Eclipses mark the major milestones of our lives and children can be a part of that.) You may be gearing up to start a creative project or making time for more performance in your life. That said, you’re starting to come to the end of a major personal chapter. Honor and reflect on the journey that you’ve been on. Want a deeper look at how November will affect you? Book your one-on-one consultation now.
Key Themes: Career, professional life, public life, worldly life, status, reputation, title, ambition, direction, career choices, professional communication, public speaking, new job, job change, job transformation, faith, truth, meaning, inner work, inner world, letting go, shedding the past, preparing to end a thirty year story, spiritual baggage, emotional baggage, spiritual connection, the unconscious, changes in the home, the self, self expression, identity, talent, creative projects, launching creative projects in the public, public performance, children, pregnancy.
Aquarius
While Saturn was in Capricorn, you spent much of your time consolidating your life and letting go of outmoded ways of relating to others. A relationship, job, or other major aspect of your life may have ended within the last few years, creating space for something better. You’re about to go on a new journey of personal discovery—and willing be picking up lots of responsibilities along the way! Be honest about what you want and what you need as you expand your personal boundaries, so you can create a life that’s more tailored to who you are today. You may find that you feel tired, discouraged, withdrawn, or lacking resolve, but it’s important that you keep pushing forward. Approach new opportunities and responsibilities earnestly, and use introspection to decide what does and doesn’t fit into your future vision.





















