Wednesday, 30 September 2020
Tuesday, 29 September 2020
Monday, 28 September 2020
Thursday, 24 September 2020
Tuesday, 22 September 2020
Monday, 21 September 2020
What to do?
"I could have been decent, though, if I'd wanted to. Other fellows who were born and raised near me were decent enough. They got good jobs and stuck to them, and lived straight; but they made me sick--I looked down on them, and spent my time hanging around saloon corners rushing the can and insulting women--I didn't want to be decent-- not until I met you, and learned to--to," he hesitated, stammering, and the red blood crept up his neck and across his face, "and learned to want your respect."
It wasn't what he had intended saying and the girl knew it. There sprang into her mind a sudden wish to hear Billy Byrne
The Mucker by Edgar Rice Burroughs:

Sunday, 20 September 2020
No money and tomorrow is Monday
TREASURE ISLAND
9
Essential meanings: The Law of Attraction bringing dreams into fruition; the results of positive thinking made manifest; abundance appearing as if from nowhere; financial gains and the sharing of good fortune.
Protection message: Poverty consciousness and a sense of “not enough” cast a shadow on your path. These ideas and core beliefs come with a high cost. Do you really want to proclaim yourself a victim of disappointment and failed expectations? Are you avoiding success because you will grow so tall that others will want to cut you down? Or is it possible that you’re caught in a fear that you will lose what you have acquired, so you hold on so tight and you miss the opportunities to expand? You are challenged to change the way you see the world and move from a perception of limitations to a perception of abundance. Take a risk, for you have nothing to lose except sitting in a prison of your own making. Open the door and find the abundance waiting for you to claim it.
COME TO THE EDGE
COME TO THE EDGE
Essential meanings: Courage; taking a leap of faith; overcoming fear and accepting risk.
Protection message: Fear is leading the way into places you don’t need to go. Most of what you fear at the moment is an illusion stemming from an old belief that isn’t even true. Now is a time for courage. You will not be lost at sea; you will not watch everyone else get what you want while you are left alone and unloved—oh, the drama of it all! False evidence appearing real is hovering over you. The more you dwell on fear, the more real it will become. Ask yourself, Who in me is afraid? Love that part of you that is scared. Ask, Is this true and real right now? The answer, most likely, is no. Give yourself a hug. It’s okay to be afraid. Courage must be summoned in spite of your fear, when you’re not feeling confident. Spirit will always catch you.
Saturday, 19 September 2020
Driving Miss Crazy ( The Galera sojurn)
I
He gave a sore wound, like a hell dog of menace. Breaking into brave hearts that fought for upright. Directing fury till all will contracts. An unbroken storm plying cracked skin. The entitled son. MB
II
He hurts often and frequent and strong. Hit and squander as his rhythm elongates. A warm doughy body of uncertain means as the man contracts, ploughed under, he means so many consequences of his fate. And yet there he sits full and bellied in his skin. MB
III
I know him not and yet he would enter. I am helpless but to hang, weak in my own resistance. MB
Friday, 18 September 2020
Thursday, 17 September 2020
Sunday, 13 September 2020
Saturday, 12 September 2020
Writing to the enemy.
Justice is a very good card to find in your spread if you have acted with kindness and fairness towards others and especially if you have been a victim. It is a significant indicator of a positive resolution, although how and what sort will depend on your own experiences. If you have been unfair, abusive, or otherwise shady and immoral in your dealings, be careful. For the unjust, this card is, at best, a dire warning to change your ways before retribution falls upon you, and, at worst, a simple statement that it is already too late. In neutral cases, it may simply be telling you to seek out balance in your life.
The Nine of Wands symbolizes a life of someone who has undergone many trials, but through determination and will, they were able to overcome them.
Wednesday, 9 September 2020
universe come through for me.. I need the dough.
Poems by Oscar Wilde:
Who would not with her maidenhood entwine, Nor knew that three days since his eyes had looked on Proserpine;
Nor knew what sacrilege his lips had done, But said, 'He will awake, I know him well, He will awake at evening when the sun Hangs his red shield on Corinth's citadel; This sleep is but a cruel treachery To make me love him more, and in some cavern of the sea
Deeper than ever falls the fisher's line Already a huge Triton blows his horn, And weaves a garland from the crystalline
The stairs are not in the presupuesto..
Aquarius
January 20–February 18
Let’s look back on a larger story that you’ve been working your way through over the last two years. I know we’ve been talking about this in previous horoscopes, but September is a major checkpoint for you, the month that Saturn, your ruling planet, turns direct in Capricorn. This marks the last time Saturn will turn direct in Capricorn for another nearly thirty years. (Yes, thirty years.) It’s important to remember that having Saturn as your ruling planet means that you live life at a different pace than most people. Saturn is a slow moving planet, taking 30 years to complete one journey through all twelve signs of the zodiac. That’s not to say that your life moves more slowly, but it occupies distinct chapters that last nearly three years, the amount of time Saturn spends in each sign. So, think back to the start of 2018. Were there any noticeable shifts then? A new story that came in while another concluded? For you, Aquarius, that was when Saturn entered your last sign, which is as if to say you reached the end of a long journey that, over the last two years, you’ve had to let go of the past, shed old spiritual baggage, answer deep existential questions, and make peace with Source/God/Creator. This part of your astrology chart is the most mysterious, mystical, and removed from the world. So, as Saturn turns direct this month, you may have some questions to answer … What’s your spiritual life like? Stronger or more defined than it was in 2018? What have you let go of? What do you still need to let go of? What I’ve been telling my Aquarius and Aquarius rising clients is that you need to be very discerning about what you’re still holding onto because, once Saturn arrives in Aquarius on December 17, it’s with you for the long haul. Something to contemplate. That said, it’s Virgo Season and, speaking of contemplation, the Sun is in a part of your chart that connects you to the deepest parts of your psyche. It’s health and healing, a la Virgo Season, but emotional and psychological healing. It’s also a season that speaks to finance and other monetary concerns. A full moon on September 2 puts the spotlight on income and resources. Time to make a decision about your material life, which may be sparking questions of whether you’re safe or have what you need in order to feel rooted and grounded. You may also be questioning the value and worth of something or if something is aligned with your spiritual values. But it’s on September 9 that Mars turns retrograde in Aries, which is one of the headlining events for this month. For you, Aries is your sign of communication and learning, ideas and information. Have you had a lot to say over the past few months? After all, Mars has been in Aries since the end of June and won’t leave until January 2021. Perhaps the ideas have been pouring out of you. Maybe you’ve been feeling more impatient or brusque in your speech. When Mars turns retrograde, it commences a two month period of reviewing how you communicate and listen. Maybe there needs to be a change? Education matters may also be at the forefront, with a sense that things are not exactly resolved until November. Mars is also your career planet, so you may be using the coming weeks to reevaluate your direction and make new choices — choices that may have a sense of lasting permanence. On September 6 Venus arrives in Leo, your relationship sign, which opens a four week period of new connections, new relationships, new romances, and even reconnecting with someone from the past. Jupiter is another planet changing direction this month. It turns direct in Capricorn on September 12, something that may inspire a search for existential answers or a revelation of some sort. Pay attention to your dreams. They may be trying to tell you something. On September 17 a Virgo New Moon gives you a fresh start to recommit to your emotional health. Use the coming lunar month to dig deep into yourself, from your blindspots to any shadow material that’s self sabotaging you. By September 22 the Sun arrives in Libra, your sign of higher education, travel, truth, and meaning. You may be in a philosophical mood in the last week of the month, looking at different perspectives or traditions to help you make sense of things. Normally this would be your time to pack your bags and set off on a journey, but that may be hard to do this year. But it’s Saturn’s direct turn on September 29 that marks the last stretch of a nearly three year story. You may be feeling the heaviness, a sense of time, or a sense that things are about to shift greatly. Again, be discerning about what you want to bring with you as you get closer to December. And with Saturn turning direct in aspect to Mars, you may have some serious decisions to make. Want a deeper look at how September will affect you? Book your one-on-one consultation now.
Key Themes: Coming to the end of a road, letting go, reflection, retreat, existential questions, searching for meaning, spirituality, spiritual connection, spiritual life, spiritual health, truth, meaning, faith, education, information, ideas, classes, learning, communication, writing, speaking, choices, trips, travel, the deep self, the psyche, deep emotions, emotional health, transformation, rebirth, vulnerability, intimacy, trust, money, finance, assets, what you own, resources, spending, income, wealth, debt, insurance, relationships, romance, other people, social connection, social interaction, partnership.

Monday, 7 September 2020
You have an opportunity to participate with others now to make your contribution to creating something greater and more beautiful than each of you could manage alone. Your participation will not only nourish you, but will also contribute something precious to the whole.
This card challenges us to look at what we are clinging to, and what we feel we possess that is so valuable it needs to be protected by a fortress. It needn't be a big bank balance or a box full of jewels--it could be something as simple as sharing our time with a friend, or taking the risk of expressing our love to another. Like a well that is sealed up and becomes stagnant from disuse, our treasures become tarnished and worthless if we refuse to share them. Whatever you're holding on to, remember that you can't take it with you. Loosen your grip and feel the freedom and expansiveness sharing can bring.
It might make some people uncomfortable, accustomed as they are to all the noise and activity of the world. Never mind; seek out those who can resonate with your silence - or enjoy your aloneness. Now is the time to come home to yourself. The understanding and insights that come to you in these moments will be manifested later on, in a more outgoing phase of your life.
Forget all about making headlines by inventing the latest widget, or dazzling your friends and colleagues with your unique star quality. The special gift you have to offer now is presented best by just taking things easily and simply, one step at a time.
The Queen of Rainbows is like a fantastic plant that has reached the apex of its flowering and its colors. She is very sexual, very alive, and full of possibilities. She snaps her fingers to the music of love, and her zodiac necklace is placed in a way that Venus lies over her heart. The sleeves of her garment contain an abundance of seeds, and as the wind blows the seeds will be scattered to take root where they may. She is not concerned whether they land on the soil or on the rocks - she is just spreading them everywhere in sheer celebration of life and love. Flowers fall on her from above, in harmony with her own flowering, and the waters of emotion swirl playfully beneath the flower on which she sits.
You might feel like a garden of flowers right now, showered with blessings from everywhere. Welcome the bees, invite the birds to drink your nectar. Spread your joy around for all to share.