Saturday, 30 January 2021

When the time comes remember,,

 Here's the it doesn't add up list so far in case you've been sleeping.


1. Bidan sworn in 14 minutes early and before Kamala Harris.

2. Trump leaves on AF1. Bidan flies small private jet.

3. Cloudy day on the 20th, live inauguration bright and sunny. Shown in Europe 12 hours early live.

4. Kamala living in some other house other than the VP residence. 

5. Bogus CGI extravagant fireworks display that never happened, clearly fake. 

6. Roy Blunt with his hands behind his back while being escorted out of the Capitol.

7. Pelosi being told not to talk to anyone by some strange woman with a badge on the 20th.

8. 30k troops for a non violent virtual inauguration. With 5k there in DC until mid march with still no violence.

9. The White House going pitch black each night with a strange structure being built directly in front of it.

10. Oval office that Bidan is signing pretend orders in completely different from real one.

11. No secret service snipers on the White House roof.

12. No secret service call box on his Bidan's desk.

13. Bidan locked out of the White House on the first day.

14. Joe Bidan's executive order signatures don't match his actual signature.

15. A 2nd set of nuclear codes left with Trump on his way out.

16. Hunter Biden to lead the DEA.

17. Trump says he'll be back in some form, then files for a new political party several days later.


Other than that, everything seems pretty normal. How about you? Ghost Ezra




Hurt from a small heart.

 It Still fucking hurts, and Im still fucking raw. Your death and danger. How can Some thing so small, be something so fucking hostile, so fucking wearing, so strange and gruelling so completely leaving, so absolutely breaking. Cutting me open, burrowing inside. A cold draught of murder. MB





doona under bed stories.

 Mariusz Pavel Podleska

(1955-2001)

By Rick Burbidge QC

Mariusz Pavel Podleska, barrister, was killed in a

traffic accident at Balmain on Thursday 8 March.

Mariusz was born in Stalinogrod, Poland on 10

February 1955, the only son of a classical musician and a

great Polish beauty. The family migrated to Hobart in

1966. The family was granted Australian citizenship the

following year.

Mariusz attended a local high school, where he

experienced the problems associated with an absence of

knowledge of the local language, a disability which he

quickly overcame. At age 18, suffocating within the close

confines of the local Polish community, Mariusz escaped to

sea, joining a Sydney-Hobart yacht, which was sailing on

to New Zealand. He was, alas, quickly tracked down

through the international Polish brotherhood, and in a

negotiated return to the bosom of his family he agreed to

study law, but in Canberra. His sharp intellect enabled him

to graduate at ANU as a Bachelor of Arts, with Honours

in Philosophy and Politics. Though an excellent student,

Mariusz, gifted with European charm, polished and far too

good-looking, settled into the life of an antipodean

Sebastian Flyte. He revelled in university life, but his

leisurely pursuit of learning ultimately came to an end with

his graduation in law, again, with Honours, in 1982.

In 1983 Mariusz was admitted as a solicitor in New

South Wales and the ACT, and commenced work with

Dawson Waldron, with Hugh Keller his supervising

partner. In 1986 he was called to the New South Wales

Bar, and in subsequent years was admitted to the bars in Tasmania and Western Australia. Mariusz' first chambers were on 10 Wentworth, then lead by Ken Handley QC. He read with Tony Bellanto QC and Martin Einfeld QC, accepting briefs in all jurisdictions, but steering himself towards corporate and equity work where possible. He later joined Windeyer Chambers and in 1991 I invited him to join my new chambers in the State Bank building. He later joined King Chambers under John Dowd QC and 3 Selborne Chambers under Peter Capelin QC. During his practice years Mariusz involved himself in academic pursuits of many kinds, and his interest in academic law which he implemented by taking on a variety of teaching positions to some extent overshadowed his pursuit of professional eminence. He held at different times the posts of examiner in Constitutional Law at Sydney University, Resident Tutor in Law at St Andrews College, Lecturer in Practice and Procedure for the Solicitors' and Barristers' Admissions Board course and occasional examiner and lecturer at the College of Law. Mariusz was a gregarious man, with an enviable generosity of spirit. He loved the law, its theatricalities and its philosophies. He personally sparked the interest of numerous young practitioners, whom he supported with gifts of books, his own boundless enthusiasm and wisdom. In 1997 he was advised that he had a terminal illness, and he determined to grapple with that issue alone. He gave up practice, and resided for some 18 months in Byron Bay. He succeeded in confounding his medical advisors, and by 1999 was looking to resume part-time practice. He joined Lismore Chambers, headed up by Geoff Radburn, and began intermittent practice in the Northern Rivers District. Mariusz was however not really suited to the demanding circuit court life of the common law, nor did his health prove as robust as he had hoped. He accordingly sought refuge in the academic world, and in 2000 secured work as a part time member of the Southern Cross University Law School, and as a teacher at the University of New England School of Law. Tragically, he had secured a position of a more permanent nature with the University of Newcastle on the day prior to his death. He was a colourful figure against the increasingly neutral background of the Bar, and his passing at such an early age is a great sadness to all who knew him.



Thursday, 28 January 2021

What to do for Money?


The excerpt represents the core issue or deciding factor on which you must meditate, and is drawn from The Amazing Interlude by Mary Roberts Rinehart:

It is true that he had expected to go back at once. But the Philadelphia, which had been listed to sail the next day, was held up by a strike in Liverpool, and he waited on, taking such hours as she could give him, feverishly anxious to make her happy, buying her little gifts mostly flowers, which she wore tucked in her belt and smiled over, because she had never before received flowers from a man.

He was alternately gay and silent. They walked across the Thames by the Parliament buildings, and midway across he stopped and looked long at the stream. And they went to the Zoological Gardens, where he gravely named one of the sea lions for Colonel Lilias because of its mustache, and insisted on saluting it each time before he flung it a fish. Once he


Tuesday, 26 January 2021

once more for the people at the back

 




I'll show every side of me..


 

Franco heart crap/ Smant DNs

 " I almost feel as if I was talking to a stranger.. suddenly your whole image of them comes crashing down, you don't know where you stand, who they are or what the relationship meant.." Tristan




Tales of electricity and marauders.

 He gored me good. With bite eyes into bleeding parts. His hard heart. Both feet stomped. This little ogre from the pueblo. What hurt the empty, the low level faithless, with the no outer good. MB




Monday, 25 January 2021

The same cards (3 of cups and the sun)

 


And I sit bemused and in bereft

 

I do not want to speak today the wound sits large, a shadow from the left. It moves within the eye. Contact. An absent worded death layering through deceit. His sharp slap of cheek. The meet of realisation. This boy gendered youth, all give and take and expectation. Such a hard wall, such a crossed line. I sit in absence reacting out of time. The push of wired gall, the boy has done it all.. The smashing of the times. MB



Sunday, 24 January 2021

Francisco drams.

 

He had a hard snake-heart, tight-coiled and shut. Behind sweet blank eyes he flushed blue. Gazing on the world with vagued adornment. A soft wide body in a rounded form. Everything within him was small and tight. He rattled so with chains on edges that kept shut. Hard shells scattering like Little mounds of milk and lace that divide and break. See, He walked freely on the world, following the tap tap tapping path along. Devoid of love. The darkness closing like a storm behind him. MB




Hardness is hardness #Electricleakyskylightinaugurationdissapointmentgate

 

We the shards of disappointed people. Wrecked on  decks of distant and impossible shores. The fractured freedom army. The wept and empty, from the collapsing ranks that still must hope upwards to impossible things. Everything hurts and cuts and settles. These lost wishes, these broken dishes scattered over mystic floors. I am in the down of things, the lost and ancient heart that creaks and folds and weeps along glass-eyed bottoms and broken jaws. The man killer flies by night. He sweeps with burning red and daggered sores. He nails into life again and again, taking us down to black and beyond. All these frayed edges from the last nerve I once stood upon. I am naked now, lost in the down pull of broken dreams and luckless draws. My life is so heavy between these walls. Days of square and loss. I am at my self.  I have met my stop and all lines burn empty. I have lost my cross. The buddha has slipped his hand from Mary and St George. It is the deep of the hour in the true of the  night and we must walk alone. Such is hope. The mind bleeds on its own square, repeating silence into desperate wants. We are on the battled ground. The warring place. The sharpest loss. An ache for normal, a quest for right. MB








Monday, 18 January 2021

Waiting for the storm

Covid is a true killer. So far it’s killed the flu, cancer, heart disease - it killed the ability to think, logic & common sense. It killed the economy, the working class, & millions of jobs. It killed millions of businesses, human connection, love and compassion."

" Hi Larry,
Ill conceived because this vaccine is expected to do more than any other vaccine in history. Depending on who you listen to, this vaccine will rescue the world economy, stop the spread of the virus, won’t stop the spread but will stop serious infections, even though there is no trial evidence to support this. It will be a game changer for Australia, it’ll be all things to all people it will be like God. The reality is that we have never used RNA vaccines in anything like this scale. We have no evidence that the vaccine will do anything more than alter serology results and no idea how long those changes will be sustained, or if this means anything at all. We know response to vaccinations is poor in the immunocompromised, yet it’s the immunocompromised that are dying from COVID-19. Why would a young, healthy person volunteer for a nucleic acid vaccine, when they have minimal risk of serious infection and there is no long term data on the effects of RNA vaccination? Ill conceived because researchers were deliberately infecting patients for vaccine testing until someone died in the program. So far there have been 909 deaths from COVID in Australia. The government has purchased 10,000,000 doses for $3.2 billion and if the Norway figures are replicated here, there will be 714 vaccination deaths. It’s disastrous because we’ve allowed clinical decisions to be governed by Wall Street, the Government and big pharma, instead of reading the science. Disastrous because fear has trumped sanity, because thousands of small businesses have been exterminated and freedoms have been crushed in ways not seen in almost a century in the ‘free world’. The beneficiaries are the wealthy, the pharmaceutical companies, stock-holders and multinational corporations. The losers are the poor, small businesses, people’s freedoms, future generations and science, which in all sense and purposes is nearing death in the healthcare sector."



Sunday, 17 January 2021

Storm fronts

 In feng shui, they say energy is contagious, energy is resonance, and energy can change in a split second. In my experience, I’ve found that energy is also like osmosis. If you’re around it long enough, you will become part of that energy. Therefore, it’s important to be aware of the company you choose. Hang around people you enjoy being with, that you aspire to, and that lift you up. Jim Rohn famously said “we are the average of the five people we spend the most time with.” Choose wisely.





Thursday, 14 January 2021

Scratchy part II. Avoiding franco's messages. Something's setting me off

 


Waiting attitude * Neptune opposition Pluto: * End of March 2020 until mid-January 2022:

Beauty surrounds you * Neptune conjunction Venus: * Beginning of May 2020 until end of February 2022:

Your intimate needs * Jupiter conjunction Low Sky: * From January 22, 2021 to January 30, 2021:

Magnanimous * Jupiter square Moon: * From March 10, 2021 to March 20, 2021:

Exuberant optimism * Jupiter conjunction Sun: * Mid April 2021 to late December 2021:

True expansion * Jupiter Ascendant trine: * End of April 2021 to end of December 2021:

Data sheet

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Introduction

This report is a short edition of the Forecast Horoscope. It is a model and advertisement of the full version of the Horoscope Forecast bound report of approximately 15 - 20 pages that you can order from Astrodienst.

The report was generated for 6 months from January 2021 with the following birth data: female, born on February 16, 1967 at 23:00 in London, England.

His sun sign is Aquarius. This is the sign where your Sun is in your natal chart. Your Ascendant is in Libra, and your Moon is in Taurus.

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Neptune opposition Pluto: Attitude of waiting

End of March 2020 to mid-January 2022: This influence signals encounters that transform various aspects of your life. Very commonly, it also occurs through the disappearance of people, circumstances or possessions to which you have become accustomed. You will also run into forces trying to reveal aspects of your life that you kept hidden from yourself. You may initially resist these revelations and believe that they cannot teach you anything constructive. An influence like this often reveals aspects of his own that taught him to consider bad or at least negative. These aspects are often a source of positive energy but because you do not recognize them as such, this energy is wasted and is generally out of your control. There will be a lot of psychological compulsion at this time,

On another level, you will be shown a spiritual dimension of your existence that can greatly expand your life and experience, if you are willing to pay attention to it. This dimension may seem too far removed from your ordinary life and you may find it impossible to accept it. However, this knowledge is necessary for your growth.

On a practical level, avoid coming into contact with people and circumstances for their face value. Even if people do not want to deceive you, they may do so unintentionally because you don't immediately understand what they are trying to show you. Until you get this level of understanding, just wait and commit as little as possible.

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Neptune conjunction Venus: Beauty surrounds you

Beginning of May 2020 to the end of February 2022: This can be a fascinating time. You will stimulate the idealistic side of your nature in a beautiful way and you will see the beauty of everything around you. For artistic and creative people this is one of the most powerful influences. Your imagination will be more active than ever and it will present you with countless beautiful images to bring into form. Even if you don't have an artistic streak, this influence will bring poetry, music, and art into your life.

Relationships can be particularly difficult if you don't keep your head clear. This is the influence of romance par excellence. You may fall madly in love with someone because they seem perfect and ideal, although the truth is very different. This influence does not automatically signal a bad love relationship and the object of your love may or may not be worth it. This is not the point. Even if your loved one is worthwhile from a clear-minded point of view, that is not what attracts you. If you are lucky, when the fog lifts, you will find that you have chosen someone suitable for you. Don't get wrapped up in your ideals of perfection so that you stop noticing your flaws early on, although it will be difficult for you to see them right now.

Another possibility in relationships is the illusion that your only need is to make the other person happy. Sometimes people take this to the extreme of looking for someone who is really a loser to "save" him. A relationship with a sick, alcoholic, or drug addict is a manifestation of this pattern. Pay attention to avoid this trend. When the influence has passed you may find that you have committed yourself to a very unrewarding situation.

Another situation that can arise is the opposite. You feel that it is not valuable. In this case, you are looking for someone to save you, something like falling in love with a "guru" type figure. The problem with both manifestations of this influence is that the relationship is not between equally independent people.

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Jupiter conjunction Under the Sky: Your Intimate Needs

From January 22, 2021 to January 30, 2021: This is a time of expansion and growth in your most intimate personal life. You will seek safety in your home with your family. Your past life may need to be re-examined to find out what it can teach you about yourself. However, this should not be a source of anxiety. Actually, you should feel pretty good about what you learn during this period. Your parents can help you considerably in this process.

The symbolism of this influence signals the incorporation of the external world into your inner life. On the material level, you may purchase a larger, more elegant, or more spacious home. Surely a good expression of this symbolism will be to improve your home and make it more comfortable.

Now you must do everything you can to ensure that your personal life is as comfortable and safe as possible. You need to feel inner peace and security to continue moving in the world. In reality, this is not the time to think about success but about the more intimate personal needs mentioned above. And you must understand that now your real need is not to acquire land or a bigger house but a feeling of strength and inner growth.

Now is the time to tie up any loose ends in your life, straighten out any relationships that are not working well, or any aspect of your past life that still adversely affects your present. You may need to talk to others very sincerely about yourself and your private thoughts.

Therefore, this is a good time to put down roots and establish yourself. The feeling of belonging to a place and a group is now very important to you. However, you should not limit your freedom of action, although during this period it will be very difficult for you to do so. Everyone needs a solid home base to feel at peace in their other activities. If you do not make an effort to build such a base now, it will be more difficult later because your main interest will turn in another direction.

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Jupiter square Moon: Magnanimous

From March 10, 2021 to March 20, 2021: Generally this is a very favorable influence. You give your emotions a lot of power, you perceive them with more emphasis and are more in touch with them. At the same time establish empathic relationships to listen to the problems of others and help or play a protective role if possible. This influence can make you feel very sentimental and attached to your familiar surroundings and objects. Your past is very important to you now and if there is any fact that still bothers you it will surely surface. Normally under this influence there is a need to confront unconscious areas of your psyche and you should see it as an opportunity to heal those old wounds caused by energies from the past.

In romantic relationships, this influence can create tension between your desire to stay with someone and your desire to be free. Be careful to give your loved ones the same freedom that you want and do not be unfairly possessive. Confronting your unconscious aspects mentioned above can also adversely affect your relationships during this period. In this case, it is necessary to cultivate a sense of detachment and not allow yourself to be enveloped by your emotions so as not to see beyond them.

This influence will awaken you a great interest in social and individual justice. You are easily angered in the presence of someone who is being treated unfairly, but your sentimentality can obstruct your ability to find a solution to the problem. Avoid intolerance and the belief that you are always acting right. To clarify the conflicts that arise at this time you must have an open and generous point of view, sentimentality masked in extreme rectitude will not achieve anything useful. You must take advantage of the largely positive side of this energy by helping those in need. Protect the people you can and help those who have been injured. Being magnanimous is as much in accord with this influence as sentimentality and extreme righteousness.

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Jupiter conjunction Sun: Exuberant optimism

Mid April 2021 to late December 2021: Traditionally this is one of the most wonderful influences and it really is. You will feel good during this period. His health is good and he is optimistic. For some time it may seem that everything works perfectly and if you make a little effort it will be true. However, if you simply relax and enjoy this period, your beneficial influences will pass away, leaving nothing permanent.

This is the beginning of a new twelve-year cycle of growth. It is time to start projects and expand your activities so that you experience life from a broader perspective. Possibly now you can escape circumstances that inhibited you, limited you and prevented the full realization of your potential as a human being. Sometimes people under this configuration travel, but generally it is more of an expansion of the mind.

This is a good time to study a topic that increases your consciousness or expands your world view. This is an excellent time to go back to school. You will also meet new people who will expose you to new aspects of life that you were unaware of. Your freedom will surely increase.

Even with this influence there are latent dangers. In the first place, your exuberant optimism can lead you to exaggerate and go too far, then when this influence has passed you will be highly criticized. Exercise some control and build on what you have rather than increasing your belongings beyond your ability to manage them. Avoid extravagance and if you invest money remember that today's luck will not be permanent.

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Jupiter Ascendant Trine: True Expansion

End of April 2021 to end of December 2021: This influence signals your willingness to grow in awareness and experience through contact with others and to be magnanimous and willing to help other people. The fact that his relationships with others are good favors him in this regard and he contacts people at the best level. This makes him more optimistic and he knows that everything he gives will be returned in spades. A person may now come into your life and really help you, especially by teaching you about the universe and your role in it. This learning will occur at the level for which you are prepared. Perhaps you will learn to be more tolerant and open to new ideas or discover deep spiritual and religious truths. Surely you are ready to achieve a greater spiritual understanding of the world. You need to experiment beyond the superficial banality of life in which many people get bogged down. Even if you are inclined to idealize the world in general and certain people in particular, you will find that this is not a delusion but a period of true expansion of knowledge.

Her learning at this time is not limited to spiritual truths, as she is intellectually willing to learn. This is an excellent influence for studying or taking a course in a subject that gives you a broader view of the issues that interest you.

Sometimes this influence can signal the beginning of a relationship that will bring you great emotional happiness. It could be a new love, although it should also be indicated by another more or less simultaneous influence. Any love that comes along now will be very beneficial to your personal growth, long-lasting or not.





Scratchy House pain and the builder's bodge job.

 Its General Provision

At this time, his behavior is characterized by his need for prosperity. Having enough money means security for you but also freedom and being able to buy something that brings you joy and being better able to live according to your own ideas. Your attitude towards money is ambivalent: you generally think frugally and save money where you can to save it. Sometimes, however, you unexpectedly spend a lot because you also want to get something for your money.


nterpretation of the Colors You Find Most Pleasant

Now for you it is of great importance ...

... carry out an objective assessment of the situation.

You analyze anything you perceive, people, things or information, both critically and with some skepticism because you want to be sure that it is for your benefit. You are not easily fooled and in line with the motto that says "Cat scalded from cold water flees", you keep your distance from anything that could damage your wallet, your reputation, your well-being or your peace of mind. One thing is totally clear to you: your current situation requires ...

... find your favorite relaxing hobby.

When the difficulties of everyday life or human interactions are too great, you prefer to withdraw and pursue your favorite hobby, a quiet hobby, or enter the world of your thoughts, dreams, and fantasies. If you try to achieve the necessary balance with your daily routine through regular meditation practice, you will find what you are really looking for: detachment and inner peace. It would also be ideal if you could occasionally spend time in the wide space of nature. Do you believe that achieving the inner peace you desire will help you particularly to ...

... nurture helpful relationships.

Due to the fact that you are stuck in a really unpleasant situation, you seek to make contact with helpful people in the hope of finding understanding and moral support. You may get the encouragement but in the end, it is you who must solve your personal problems. Your common sense will help you do it. You think that right now two things can help you: your intelligence and ...

... stimulate myself in an optimistic way.

Over and over again, you consciously adopt a positive inner attitude. This helps you stand up better in the face of today's tough spots. You create goals, projects, or ideals for yourself that improve your mood and give you hope that your life will be better and happier. You are looking for ways and means that allow you to enjoy life without worry and spend more time dedicating yourself to the things that bring you joy. To move forward in good spirits you now need ...

... obtain sufficient funds.

It is very important for you to have enough money at your disposal to be able to afford whatever you want to have or do. For this reason, you are now spending more time thinking about your finances and anxiously deliberating how you could get the money you need. Knowing that you have sufficient funds strengthens your sense of self-worth and helps you gain the confidence to meet others. You have unrealistic expectations regarding power ...

... free yourself by choosing an easier life.

You would like to finally free yourself from the personal problems that oppress you and hope that you can make your life easier in some way. His ideal is to be free from all unpleasant things, never be bothered by anything or anyone, and walk through life without burdens. For this reason, you do what you can to avoid contact with people who are causing you problems. To its disadvantage, however, it also avoids examining its problems, errors, and weaknesses.

Interpretation of the Colors You Found Most Unpleasant

Your anxiety right now stems from ...

... feel inhibiting limitations.

Difficult circumstances limit your opportunity to have experiences and to be free to act. You feel disadvantaged because you lack the things that would make your life more pleasant. You expect too much understanding about your needs from others and are often disappointed as a result. You might wonder how much understanding and empathy you extend to others. Would you like to be free from ...

... experience a grueling test on your nerves.

Your sense of well-being is negatively affected by unpleasant circumstances. Often you feel that you are not respected, treated unfairly or left at the mercy of the unacceptable behavior of a person who is important to you. You do not mean that you are angry about this and you keep your irritation to yourself. Inside, however, the accumulated resentment strains his nerves. For this reason, you are not very emotionally resilient at this time. You assume an air of exaggerated superiority despite the fact that ...

... being controversial in an unpleasant way.

The behavior of certain people is a thorn in your side. You do not want to tolerate anything without objection and so cannot guarantee that you will not end up in an argument with the person in question. Your stubborn attitude can easily provoke confrontations. Right now, his mood is somewhat gloomy because ...

... connect with his aggressive irritability.

Often you feel hampered by someone, either because it frustrates your cute plans or because someone negatively intervenes in your way, criticizes you, offends you or something else annoys you. For this reason, you have built up a great deal of resentment within you that you can unleash in the form of unexpected aggressive reactions. As long as you still have to forgive someone who has angered or hurt you, you will not be free of your explosive irritability. You prefer to blame someone close for ...

... perceive a dangerous tendency to depression.

Sad events or a strong stroke of fate have triggered discouraging feelings in you such as depression, pessimism, fear or insecurity. To distract himself from that experience, he turns to pleasant things to forget about it. However, repressed emotions can make themselves known as unwelcome physical pain. You could also end up in a depressed mood from ...

... feel an uncomfortable immobility.

There are times when you feel as if you are chained to certain people or circumstances that restrict your personal freedom to act and move. You may become impatient when your affairs move slowly for that reason or when you have to wait a long time for the satisfaction of your wishes out of consideration for othe

Wednesday, 13 January 2021

Tidying the rejas and moving the orgonite. #draftexcluders

 Three tenets of a successful relationship


1. Kindness

2. Shared vulnerability 3. Understanding.