Another day of money worries in the after glow.

 If you made your wish and are patiently waiting for it to come to fruition, then this card is an excellent omen that it will soon be granted.

The Moon can indicate a time of uncertainty and illusion, when nothing is what it seems. Be careful of making fast decisions when The Moon appears because you may later realize you only had half the information you needed. You need to listen to and trust your intuition so you can see beyond what is in front of you. Feel into situations

You worked hard to get to where you are, but some people coveted what you had and were prepared to fight you for it. While it is flattering that they strive for your success, it also made for a tense and competitive environment. This threat or opposition caught you by surprise, and you felt inadequately prepared for such a battle. 

You will also need to identify ways in which you can become more self-sufficient in the long run

conflict and change

no matter where you go or what you do, your positive and radiant energy will follow you and bring you happiness and joy. People are drawn to you because you can always see the bright side and bring such warmth into other people’s lives. This beautiful, warm energy is what will get you through the tough times and help you succeed

Casa de Carla Fernandez Y Pedro Reyes.

 " It seems to me that our existence itself is kept aloft on an infinity of absences. All our lives are lived on the boundless tide of sorrow of those who have passed before. We lurch around the world in all our desperate and splendid humanity and, whether we realise it or not, our lived condition is forever saying “Whatever happens now is for them.” This is how we honour humanity itself, as the living testimony of those no longer with us. We who remain, continue." Nick Cave

The slap/Je regrette/ghost speech

 Loose portal valour, sprung from my tongue, snatching the throat out, ripping the young,. 

Deep injured impact, a kick of the brave, struck like a mac truck, all locks engaged . 

Brawling all over me, blitheringly wtrong- bruised up and welting, wicked and strong. 

Where do words come from, waiting in time? like a bad spoken bullet, a witness to crime.

 I sincerely regret it, honestly I do. Bled  flesh now wilting- smacked down anew. MB

The deficits of pre eclipse mother- structural change in home, family, relationships and career needed

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jDE1rjqoCOQ&ab_channel=EmpoweringAstrology

Too much cheese/ the little old lady who got stuck in her car/mommy money

 Saturn in Aquarius

Aquarius or Aquarius Rising — The self, growing up, growing older, new beginnings. After two years of retreat behind the scenes to reflect, rest, and let go of the past, Saturn’s arrival in your sign marks a new chapter. (In fact, it’s a new 29 year chapter. Let that sink in.) As a result, the next couple of years, until 2023, may be marked by personal milestones. In short, Saturn is asking you to grow up, to step into a position of authority in your life, to be the person people look to for answers. Note that Saturn may speak to health concerns or weakened vitality. It’s important to take care of your body at this time through fitness and diet. It’s not uncommon for there to be weight loss when Saturn is in your sign.

Mars in Virgo till sept 14th

Aquarius or Aquarius Rising — Finance, legacies, intimacy, the psyche. What does it mean to look deeply within and examine the hidden parts of your soul? What are your secrets? With Mars going behind the scenes over the next few weeks, it’ll be all about what goes on behind closed doors, from sexuality to the things you only share with a trusted confidant. Wealth, taxes, benefits, estate planning, and inheritances may be highlighted as well.

Uranus in Taurus

Aquarius and Aquarius Rising — Home, family, foundation, emotional core. You will move either literally or metaphorically. You will pull up your roots. You will transform what family means to you. You will break from the past, including memories and ancestry. You will powerfully awaken your emotional core needs.

Wits end. No moves.

A change for the better is coming to you, in the form of a communication.

Someone will make you a generous offer, which you may accept or decline, as you see fit.

Keep your eyes open for an invitation that could change your life.

Your optimism is admirable, but at times you will need to bring yourself down to earth and see the world through pragmatic eyes.

First draw.

Someone will open a road for you. This person will be loyal and conscientious, but also possess a forceful personality prone to running dominating your own.

You are about to begin a new chapter in your life.

You have surpassed a major hurdle in life, and maintained your dignity in the process.

The struggles in your life are leading you towards peace; depend on your inner strength and close friends.

Dreams you had thought were long dead will be given new life and their pursuit will shape your future.

You will miss important chances in life if you let a lack of confidence in yourself rule your better judgment.

Conflict is not always a negative thing, and you will gain new inner awareness through a coming upheaval.

You will find the security to pursue your ambitions in a new love.

The war is almost won, but you have a final battle to wage still ahead.

Your life at home will be filled with love and joy, only rarely turbulent, and, if not luxurious, then adequately comfortable for your loved ones.

The World

You're most likely looking for a successful conclusion after all your hard work and the arrival of The World in your reading here suggests that's either happening now or just around the corner.

This is a time for completion and satisfaction, the final chapter is here and now - you've done your best and won through.

The Hanged Man

With patience this passive time, this time of feeling in limbo and indecision, will pass and then you will know what decisions to make, what or who to let go of and how to move on.

Whatever self-sacrifice you have to make, you will feel a better and stronger person for it.

The Star

This is a period of tension and frustrations: you feel pessimistic and fearful that your hopes will be dashed.

Any bad luck you may be having is primarily down to your self-doubt and negativity.

Have faith that your luck will change.

The High Priestess

Your intuitive powers are at their height at this moment in time; only by listening carefully and trusting them completely can you embrace that power.

Do this and you will make strong, clear, self-assured decisions.

Allow for flexibility and expect promising outcomes.

Stepping up to the mad boys. ( and Matias)

January 10 — Here we are, at the end of a high energy and possibly dramatic eclipse cycle. Today's full moon lunar eclipse at 20 degrees Cancer opposes both Saturn and Pluto as well as the Sun, Mercury, and Jupiter in Capricorn. This rare configuration is pushing us to open up, to reexamine our walls, our fears, and anything that's holding us back.

This is admittedly intense astrology, especially since it comes at the same time that Uranus turns direct in Taurus and, two days later, Saturn and Pluto meet up in the sky for the first time since 1982.

Be a witness to what's happening inside you and all around. What old memories are coming up? What feelings are emerging or even spilling out of you?

Five planets in Capricorn can be a bit of a grind and even exhausting. Make sure you're nurturing yourself, doing what you love, and getting what you need. With Pluto strong in this eclipse, there is a demand that something change and transform. It's for the good of our soul's evolution. So, again, we may find that it's time to let something go in the coming days. Be very present with yourself and your feelings. Keep a journal of what's coming up so you can reflect back on it later. (If you want a guide to how to work with this energy, especially a rare alignment of Saturn and Pluto, exact on January 12, sign up for my newsletter and download your guide in the link below. )

Further, Uranus turns direct today at 2 degrees Taurus, adding a level of unusualness to this eclipse. Uranus is the great awakener. It shakes us. It shows us a new path. It not only encourages us to leave behind whatever imprisoning us, but it demands that we be our true selves.

The eclipse also makes a trine to Neptune in Pisces. There's hope for us — hope for compassion, redemption, forgiveness. If Cancer is the mother, then Neptune in Pisces connects us to the Universal Mother. She soothes and she heals. Maybe we can forgive ourselves.

The walls are coming down whether we want them to or not. What do we want to create in this new space?  Empowering astrology

The fairy lights are on.

In transit