The review: Looking back in thanks. From oz to this point.All the work ( literally) I made it this far. A ledge. Pride.

It's been a long hard walk. Through sickness, and illness and emf. I made it. Very pleased. With where I am at. Here's to the next chapter

Broke part II ( I left "control" on that hill) Chaos is creation.

 Think im going through an ego death which feels like actual death i.e absolute fear. But on the other side I can feel the redemptive power of surrender + the quiet unseen support that always is. Scary as fuck, but strangely beautiful, like shedding something. I think we all need to die on some sort of cross, to resurrect again. The cross is agony though, but what lies beyond the tomb?. glory The key is to be humble enough and small and wretched enough to face/name/admit your fear.. MB

This too shall pass.

The golden path and precipices.. ( the battle)

Refuse the pit. Trust the rightness and lightness of the light. The big step up.The ease of it's adventures and surprises. Entry point  to spiritual life.Wings will carry you, winds will deliver you.It has never failed you. Fear not. For it is written. MB

Artist: Maria Wigley

Back to base functions..

 You are lacking support in important areas of your life, and should consider the possibility that you have been investing yourself in the wrong people.
A new friend or a visitor from overseas  will have an impact on your life. Your road does not lead to failure, as long as you do not give up on it.Your road does not lead to failure, as long as you do not give up on it.Your happiness will come from finding the courage to give yourself to others.You can find lasting domestic happiness, or you can gain prestige in public work. Balancing both will come at some considerable personal cost but may still be possible.
                                
                                  

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      

lesson one: Loyalty. Non-negotiable.

to continue or not ?

It was a rude, round, tower-like structure about twenty feet high, heavily built of rough stones, and with a hillock of earth heaped about the larger part of its circumference

Plentiful betrayals.. and timing.

Walked the let go and the pull back by the river, past the fakes and ordinaries. Reeling and spilling. Smiles behind knives.
I picked all the wrong people in these "It's happening but not happening" kind of times.
The visions they feel meaningless and god feels like a trick. Error in the main fame? Messy fools and bogus dicks. Confirmed, official, rubber stamped - the too soon, unwanted ride. Disbelieving mess-onance. Contrary insides. MB

I come in perfect trust..