Plentiful betrayals.. and timing.

Walked the let go and the pull back by the river, past the fakes and ordinaries. Reeling and spilling. Smiles behind knives.
I picked all the wrong people in these "It's happening but not happening" kind of times.
The visions they feel meaningless and god feels like a trick. Error in the main fame? Messy fools and bogus dicks. Confirmed, official, rubber stamped - the too soon, unwanted ride. Disbelieving mess-onance. Contrary insides. MB