Wednesday, 24 February 2021

Faith and Doualla

 There is a Languor of the Life

More imminent than Pain —
'Tis Pain's Successor — When the Soul
Has suffered all it can —

A Drowsiness — diffuses —
A Dimness like a Fog
Envelops Consciousness —
As Mists — obliterate a Crag.

The Surgeon — does not blanch — at pain
His Habit — is severe —
But tell him that it ceased to feel —
The Creature lying there —

And he will tell you — skill is late —
A Mightier than He —
Has ministered before Him —
There's no Vitality.

Emily Dickinson

Squaring the corners and flooring the lights still makes for difficult. Is something coming?


BLESSED

BLESSED

Essential meanings: Something wonderful that is unearned and unexpected; grace that is an unforeseen gift from Spirit.

The Oracle's Message: There are moments in life when, out of the blue, it seems that everything has been orchestrated by Divine intervention. You feel blessed in ways that are difficult to express. It’s as if the Red Sea parts in front of you, and events come together to take you away from your troubles easily and naturally. You know deep down you did not deserve any of it, and yet here you are. This is one of those times. Let awe and gratitude for all your blessings guide you now.

Relationship message: You are moving closer toward a deepening of intimacy in a unique and sacred partnership. You know you are meant to make this connection. This union is blessed by the Divine, whose very essence will bring transformation and beauty to the world. This is also a sign that, even more important, you’re being called to a deeper intimacy with yourself and Spirit. This new development is dearly blessed, and you will see evidence of grace in your life.

Prosperity message: Unexpected opportunities and good fortune come your way now. You’re in a phase where any difficulties or obstacles that have stymied your success seem to disappear on their own. Be open to receive. A windfall may come your way, as the windows of opportunity will open wide. Accept the blessings given to you now, and don’t forget to share them.


YIN

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Essential meanings:gathering information and taking in cues; the art of conscious allowing.

The Oracle's Message: This is a time of calculated receptivity as you gracefully await what is coming for you, ready to accept it when it appears. Yin does not involve frozen dreams or even resting, but rather consciously allowing things to flow into you, and to you. It implies sensitivity as you study the actions of others and contemplate how they will affect you and yours, alert and ready to receive the bounty that will be made available to you. Remember, you must make space for miracles to appear. Be the “shaped,” not the “shaper,” and you’ll see how quickly your dreams manifest.

Relationship message: Let others take the lead right now. Your power lies in small gestures, soft awareness, and receptive allowing. By yielding the reins, you will find yourself gracefully moving closer to what you truly desire. Permit others to tell you who they are and who they can be to you by allowing their actions to speak about them. You will be pleasantly surprised.

Prosperity message: This is a time when the most effective action is to allow others to show you the way forward. Observe their behavior and follow their lead. Your desire to push through must take a backseat for now. Collaborate and offer your ideas, rather than dictate what must happen. Let others come to you with their ideas and offers. It’s important that they feel they have power now. Another meaning is about releasing your need to have things in the form you want. How do you want to feel in your success? Now allow the universe to show you the form. Yin is the sign of essence. Things may go more smoothly than you expect.






HERE AND NOW

HERE AND NOW

Essential meanings: Being fully present in the moment; living one day at a time.

The Oracle's Message: Everything happens in the now, in the present moment. Only this moment counts. You have what it takes to handle anything today if you let go of the need to look into the future or past. Be present and notice what is going on right now. This very moment has everything you need to create miracles in your life.



Tuesday, 23 February 2021

Angles squared, lights on. Home free.

 


Down to my last 500 quid, but the universe says wait.

 Peace, for you, lies in faith. Your belief in a higher power will guide you.


New employment may be in your future. Possibly on a freelance basis. The job will not be as important as the new direction it takes you.


An abundance of love lies ahead of you. A rich and full life.

“Being at ease with not knowing is crucial for answers to come to you." Eckhardt tolle



Sunday, 21 February 2021

Door hanging..




Why breaking the silence is important.

 " I know [this journey] is not going to be perfect. But I hope if I can make little steps, and people can see me taking my life back, it will inspire them. I’ve given [LaBeouf] back his dysfunction now. I went on my whole Magdalene tour holding that dysfunction—it was with me onstage, every time I did an interview, on every red carpet. I was not enjoying any of it. Because I was still holding it. But now I’ve given it back. Now he gets to hold it. And everyone knows what he’s done.”  FKA Twigs.




Playing with the fuse box. My house is not stable.

 Saturn conjunction Under the Sky: Building for the future

End of February 2021 to beginning of December 2021: During this important period of your life, you should pay close attention to what you do because a new phase of activity begins that will have important consequences for years to come. The difficult aspect of this period is that the process is very subtle and the importance of your actions may not be so obvious.

You have just gone through a period of preparation when you may have felt that you were walking without progress and achieving nothing. Some people experience the time just before this influence as an extremely difficult one, with one failure following another. Others will find it less harsh but at the same time less significant.

This is the end of a relatively low period in your life and from now on you will gradually climb to the most significant time of your life.

You must attend to your personal and domestic life, as this is now an area of ​​great responsibility. Do not neglect it in a misguided attempt to advance your professional life. Make whatever changes are necessary to make this aspect of your life safe. Some personal relationships may have been broken just before this time. Now you have the opportunity to make new ones that better fit your lifestyle.

You are going up again. The future depends on the foundation you build now.


Jupiter conjunction Sun: Exuberant optimism

Mid April 2021 to late December 2021: Traditionally this is one of the most wonderful influences and it really is. You will feel good during this period. His health is good and he is optimistic. For some time it may seem that everything works perfectly and if you make a little effort it will be true. However, if you simply relax and enjoy this period, your beneficial influences will pass away, leaving nothing permanent.

This is the beginning of a new twelve-year cycle of growth. It is time to start projects and expand your activities so that you experience life from a broader perspective. Possibly now you can escape circumstances that inhibited you, limited you and prevented the full realization of your potential as a human being. Sometimes people under this configuration travel, but generally it is more of an expansion of the mind.

This is a good time to study a topic that increases your consciousness or expands your worldview. This is an excellent time to go back to school. You will also meet new people who will expose you to new aspects of life you were unaware of. Your freedom will surely increase.

Even with this influence there are latent dangers. First of all, your exuberant optimism can lead you to exaggerate and go too far, then when this influence has passed you will be highly criticized. Exercise some control and build on what you have rather than increasing your belongings beyond your ability to manage them. Avoid extravagance and if you invest money remember that today's luck will not be permanent.

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Jupiter Ascendant Trine: True Expansion

End of April 2021 to end of December 2021: This influence signals your willingness to grow in awareness and experience through contact with others and to be magnanimous and willing to help other people. The fact that his relationships with others are good favors him in this regard and he contacts people at the best level. This makes him more optimistic and he knows that everything he gives will be returned in spades. A person may now come into your life and really help you, especially by teaching you about the universe and your role in it. This learning will occur at the level for which you are prepared. Perhaps you will learn to be more tolerant and open to new ideas or you will discover deep spiritual and religious truths. Surely you are ready to achieve a greater spiritual understanding of the world. You need to experiment beyond the superficial banality of life in which many people get bogged down. Even if you are inclined to idealize the world in general and certain people in particular, you will find that this is not a delusion but a period of true expansion of knowledge.

Her learning at this time is not limited to spiritual truths, as she is intellectually willing to learn. This is an excellent influence for studying or taking a course in a subject that gives you a broader view of the issues that interest you.

Sometimes this influence can signal the beginning of a relationship that will bring you great emotional happiness. It could be a new love, although it should also be indicated by another more or less simultaneous influence. Any love that comes along now will be very beneficial to your personal growth, long-lasting or not.

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Jupiter Trine Mars: Ethical Standards

Mid-May 2021 through early January 2022: This influence creates a flow of energy that enables you to act more effectively and take initiatives that require foresight, detailed planning, and considerable self-confidence. Almost any action you take now will work as you expect. It is a good time to start any business.

Their conduct is governed by a strong sense of integrity. This influence may awaken your ambition and you may feel that it is very important to achieve your goals correctly according to ethical standards. Others will recognize your integrity and trust you more.

Under this influence you have a strong desire to do something that truly represents you in the broadest sense of the word. For example, succeed in a project that you have started yourself.

This influence signals actions that aim to increase your sphere of action, giving you more freedom of movement and creating opportunities for new experiences.

This is a good time to reach out to a person with whom you normally don't get along or someone with whom you have had a temporary dispute and make an effort to resolve the problem. You will find it easy to convince the other of the integrity of your motivation because it is authentic and you will be respected for it. If you get involved in a legal dispute, you can resolve it in your favor.




Saturday, 20 February 2021

Ophelia and the leak. Dancing the dead/The Franco tales.

A rounded body on a not straight head. It comes with awkwardness, the scene of  many battles. Curse of the non-beautiful and the  aesthetically dead. He hates himself, it is his shield; hardened and bolted to  a deep abiding lock. Nothing moves or yields within. Everything is shut. Solid as a rock. The squinting child. I imagine his mother was an acre of a woman; with great folds and dull instincts. Her body a forge to his distaste. Wide hips and bitter milk? Did he nestle in close with a strong naked-need, only to gag and gulp on all the love she left out?  MB







Copyright MB

 

Writing desk set up: her house was an electrical prison, but she danced and her beauty was a fury.



Monday, 15 February 2021

All wounds must be witnessed to heal: That happened to you.


 

The Path


There's something containing about committing to a daily known path. The melding of the inner world, with the outward ebb and flow. Each day presenting something different, but essentially the same. New blooms and signals. The subtlety of gentle currents that strike and form, and from which relationship grows. A tree, the house with the broken down door, the little angry dog that barks as you walk by; or just the way the sun shifts into the late afternoon light. It's all an expanding familiarity that deepens and builds on the day that went before. Like the Old men in groups who have moved from initial grudging wary nods; to now hearty cries of " neighbour" and " hello". Each walk is an opportunity to settle in into the roots of being; the place beyond mind. To ride the storms, grasp the knots, and somehow find and feel the light. Tomorrow is my birthday and 6 months since I arrived in Spain. To the universe I express my deepest thanks, I couldn't have done this without you. MB



Thursday, 11 February 2021

Strength, family, Breakthrough, health, money, miracles.


 


Colourism.. impeached.

 Its General Provision

At this time, his behavior is characterized by his need for existential security. The fear of loss, damage, or shipwreck lies deep within you. For this reason, you hold on to so-called securities such as your professional status, your beliefs, your partner, and your financial assets. You find it difficult to part with anything you own or throw away the things that no longer serve you.

Interpretation of the Colors You Find Most Pleasant

Now for you it is of great importance ...

... achieve deliberate self-determination.

You know for yourself what you need and what you don't need and you want to create a life for yourself according to your own ideas. You try to establish your own independent sphere. You would like to see things as they are and prefer to make your decisions based on facts and objective information. Their primary focus is above all on what is practical and appropriate or that serves to increase their autonomy. In your own interest, you endeavor to ...

... carry out an objective assessment of the situation.

You analyze anything you perceive, people, things or information, both critically and with some skepticism because you want to be sure that it is for your benefit. You are not easily fooled and in line with the motto that says "Cat scalded from cold water flees", you keep your distance from anything that could damage your wallet, your reputation, your well-being or your peace of mind. One thing is totally clear to you: your current situation requires ...

... find your favorite relaxing hobby.

When the difficulties of everyday life or human interactions are too great, you prefer to withdraw and pursue your favorite hobby, a quiet hobby, or enter the world of your thoughts, dreams, and fantasies. If you try to achieve the necessary balance with your daily routine through regular meditation practice, you will find what you are really looking for: detachment and inner peace. It would also be ideal if you could occasionally spend time in the wide space of nature. Do you believe that achieving the inner peace you desire will help you particularly to ...

... nurture helpful relationships.

Due to the fact that you are stuck in a really unpleasant situation, you seek to make contact with helpful people in the hope of finding understanding and moral support. You may get the encouragement but in the end, it is you who must solve your personal problems. Your common sense will help you do it. You think that right now two things can help you: your intelligence and ...

... achieve crisis-proof existential survival.

You need the comforting assurance that you have a solid foundation in your life. His life goals include stable living conditions, an adequate income, sensual pleasures, and a measure of comfort. You want to be safe amid the vagaries of fate and be able to dedicate yourself without distraction to the things that give you satisfaction. For this reason, you apply yourself resolutely to the task of creating a crisis-proof existence, despite whatever obstacles may appear. What you consider very important to maintain your sense of well-being is ...

... assert yourself vigorously.

Now you want to be able to accelerate to achieve what you planned. Your opportunity is a good one because if you feel that something is important, you will be able to show initiative, seize the opportunity spontaneously, and act vigorously. You can also exert energetic efforts in your personal relationships: if you love or admire someone, you are prepared to do everything you can to win or keep their affection.

Interpretation of the Colors You Found Most Unpleasant

Your anxiety right now stems from ...

... fear misunderstanding.

You are quite convinced of your personal views and are sure that your needs, demands, and plans are justified, but you fear that others will not understand them. In reality, you are often faced with misunderstanding, reservation, or resistance because you are stubborn and know-it-all. However, you hardly ever allow yourself to be distracted from your goals. Others show very little understanding for his tendency to ...

... experience a grueling test on your nerves.

Your sense of well-being is negatively affected by unpleasant circumstances. Often you feel that you are not respected, treated unfairly or left at the mercy of the unacceptable behavior of a person who is important to you. You do not mean that you are angry about this and you keep your irritation to yourself. Inside, however, the accumulated resentment strains his nerves. For this reason, you are not very emotionally resilient at this timeYou assume an air of exaggerated superiority despite the fact that ...

... feel inhibiting limitations.

Difficult circumstances limit your opportunity to have experiences and to be free to act. You feel disadvantaged because you lack the things that would make your life more pleasant. You expect too much understanding about your needs from others and are often disappointed as a result. You might wonder how much understanding and empathy you extend to others. Would you like to be free from ...

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... suffer a painful feeling of loneliness.

Your need for loving companionship and tender physical contact is not being satisfied to the degree that you would likeHis hunger for warm attention drives him to seek contact. Although you have a close relationship with a few people, when the interaction ends, you often feel lonely or dependent on your own resources. It pains you to find so little understanding and response to your needs and difficulties. Sometimes you feel sorry for yourself for ...

... being controversial in an unpleasant way.

The behavior of certain people is a thorn in your side. You do not want to tolerate anything without objection and so cannot guarantee that you will not end up in an argument with the person in questionYour stubborn attitude can easily provoke confrontations.

The Oracle of Color

.The places we hang ourselves upon

 The long walk. Each foot deftly blue.. Roaring to the east.  Torn with the shreds he drew . The denial games - hot points; his cock and wonder. Anger. Thrown against the wall again.  Malevolent marauder. .  MB


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No more chorizo. Bloody or otherwise

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Tuesday, 9 February 2021